Prompts

My fault

I did this
This is my fault
This was always going to be my fault
I let myself think that someone cared
I let myself imagine what it would be like to grow old with the person beside me
I let myself fall apart when this person stopped caring for me!
I let myself do this
It wasn't their fault
Not their fault that they got tired of me
Everyone gets tired of me
And I should have seen it coming
But I though you were different
I thought you weren't like them.
But here i am
Wrong again
Always wrong
I guess I need to convince myself again that I'm better off alone
I need to make sure this never happens again
I will never let this happen again.

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I like this concept of writing in a published book that no one reads. It's like shouting into a void. It's nice, doesn't make me feel too much better but it's nice