My highschool love! [ COMPLETED ]

fifteenth

A/N I feel like this song is better to this chapter.

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I was laying in my bed, scrolling down in my Instagram, when i read. I don't know how would i explain or call it. It's the pure meaning of " rejection " and "hate" i can't believe the worst comment was :
( she's ain't beautiful, she's ugly. She should've been in her grave now, kill your self @{&۩. Who do you think your self to date JIMIN!! I mean what did he like about her? Anyone of us " armys" is more gorgeous. Why? She's so so so cheap!! Does she even know how to take simple care of her skin, i mean go to her Instagram account and you'll see, if she can't take care of her self. How can she take care of our baby Jimin? We need to raise our voices )

And more and more hateful words like " kill your self " " how could you bear living with that body of yours? "

I spent the night crying. Not because of that but because of what Jimin probably think of me, he'll find them true. He'll notice the stuff that he didn't notice about me. It hurts. It kills me.

*Park Jimin's POV *

I resisted to open my phone, it almost blow up from calls. I just didn't want to talk.

Taehyung came and sat next to me in our bed room. " it's fine. They'll accept her after all. Just hold on her tight, okay? " " i just want her to hold me tight. "

I slept with worries in my mind.

I woke up early, had breakfast with the rest of the mates, they all kept awkwardly silent, V turned on the kitchen's TV and the news were on.

" .. And next, to our big hit that happened yesterday in BigHit entertainment, apparently our talented singer/dancer in the famous group BTS. Is dating his childhood crush... You can see the report now. ( plays the report that Jimin talked in ).

We saw what's Jimin's opinion. Now let us see his fans' opinion :

" what do you think about Eun Sang? "
"I don't know... She's cute. Gentle. And we should let them live their lives. "
" She's UGLY... How could he date her? His fans are disappointed "

Namjoon stool the remote from V's hand and turned the TV off.

Jin patted my back and said " it doesn't matter... " i looked at him and i didn't understand what he said. " i said, it doesn't matter what they think about her. It's her and your opinion about each other that matters. So stop being down and all. You just got back together, and she seems to love you, so you don't want to loose her again, think about that " " i love her too, hyung " "so... Show her that you don't care for what the fans may write, make her see how beautiful you think she is, and how much she's priceless to you. Don't do the mistake I did when I let Hye Jin go, because of the silly media, I know that you are smarter than me" " I'll work on it, hyung thank you " " anytime, i just don't want to see my little boy getting hurt"

After that, we headed to the company, I was excited to see Eun Sang, but... I was shocked.

When I arrived to the company, I saw a figure, it looks like her, i ran to her and grabbed her hand, when she turned around... I was shocked!! I was... I don't know...

I saw her, cover in eggs!! EGGS!! My eyes widen as I felt like a hundred stab in my heart!! Who would do this?... Yeah right i almost forgot... Saesangs!!

" nice new hair color Eun Sang " Taehyung joked. She gave him a poker face " thank you, i heard it's a trend right now... It's made from eggs, 100% natural and free too " " how can i get it? " I asked her to make her feel that i didn't feel disgusted or anything... After all, she stills the one I love " oh you can't. Only your girlfriend can have it *winks*" we laughed " it has side effect, the smell " she continued while we were still laughing.

She went to her make up practise and i went to the dance practise. Because our tour is getting closer and i need to train more, cus our last album " wings " and specially " blood sweat and tears " has some hard choreography. So i need to practise more.

*Eun Sang's POV *

I was covered it eggs, i was smelly. Why do they have to be mean? Plus the harsh comments this... I don't know what to do!! Or what i did to make them angry like this!!

My make up teacher cut me out of my thoughts, " are you okay Eun Sang? " " yes i'm fine. " " i'l sorry, these fans ARE CRAZY!! Watch out please. You're very talented. And if keeping your mental health and body health would take breaking up with him. Then break up. I'm not asking you to break up but... It it takes you there, then be it " i nod my head, i know she's concern.

After awhile we heard a knock on the room's door. It was Namjoon. " hey Eun Sang. Can we talk?" " yeah sure, I'm done anyway "

We went to the rooftop and sat there. He looks like he got a LONG speech, but he just don't know how to start it.

" so what's up? " i asked first. He tilted his head and start speaking " You know... Before finding you. He never shut up about his childhood best friend and how you guys were playing, how you like to eat, how you walk. How you talk. But he never mentioned your name. I think he was afraid that we will still judge you from your highschool pass. He loved you very very VERY much. Sometimes when he is sad, he goes to this place, i don't know where it is exactly but he said that you and him used to go there when you were mad. He kept talking on your first date... And he kept... He kept saying that if he ever come across you one day, he'll never gonna leave you again. He said he needs to fix a mistake he did in the past. I think the party? Right " i nodded " well. Just put in mind that he really loves you, and in every 21 April (lol that's my birthday ) he buys a cake and celebrate. I guess that's your birthday? " i nodded again " he really cares about you. He's worried that if we leave for the tour the fans are going to do something bad to you... I don't know how to describe. But I'm sure that he is deeply in love with you. We tried to set him up with a date, but he refuses, from highschool!! " my eyes got teary and i start crying little. " but your fans... They're... They're... Monsters!! " he chuckled a little " some of them... Because they love him and care about him... And they don't know you... I know you... HE knows you... Don't mind the fans, they'll love you when they see the caring side of you... At least you're not an idol... Look at me... I work my ass out to write those songs and to get the dance, but no one accepts me. Neither the company nor the fans. The company pushes me to the limits and the manager yells at me when I don't finish writing the album in time... And the fans make fun of my dance and they consider me as a burden... And what about Hosoek? I feel pity on him... He dances well and sings and rap incredibly and still, they don't like him... But he never gives up, he's a hard worker, and the joy of the group, to be honest, perhaps i'm the leader, but sometimes i get strength from them and J-hope specially... So don't loose faith okay? And it really doesn't matter, he loves you, and you love him. That's all what matters. " i hugged him and started crying like a baby. He broke the hug and looked into my eyes and asked " you read the comments didn't you? " I nodded slowly. " it's okay... It's okay " he patted my back.

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A/N :

I know you guys are mad at me... Sorry!! I was having a writer's block and now... Here I am

Check out my friend 96Nebula96 she did a great job writing her first one shot " Baekhyun's Dongsaeng " it's awesome.

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