I got back home with Hae Jo and lie on my bed, I cried of course, how can't I not cry? I don't know if I'll ever see him again, that hurts like hell.
*After 4 Months *
It's been 4 months, a long tall fat slow 4 months... He didn't return yet, of course. He's now in America, they went to Japan and China, the Taiwan and Thailand, India too. Dubai, Then they flow to Europe, France, Britain and Spain, Italy, and now, they're in America.
We used to talk in the first 2 months, when everything was normal to me and him... But then things started to change, for the both of us, he started to coma back from the stages exhausted and tired, and me... Me... Well let me tell you the story from its beginning.
It all started when one day I was coming home from work... I felt like I'm being followed and I turned back to see who is this person but they were bunch of highschool girls, then I felt a hit, a painful hit on the back of my legs that made me fall down, then that five or six girls, started to kick my belly and chest, saying that I deserved that because I took their Jimin.
Since then, every time I leave work, I get hit by, anyone or anything and the bruises start to show up on my hands and my face start to get swallow, so I stopped talking to him so he won't notice.
Woo shin didn't leave us, me and Hae Jo for a day, he was always with us... And he confessed to me that he still has feelings for me. And I understand but I love Jimin and I will never love someone else... NEVER.
But we choose to stay friends.
So that what happened, pretty much in the past four months, I miss him, so damn much... They even realised another album so they won't come back soon, that kills me more and more... So this month was like the past, going backwards and forward to work, getting beat up by fans, and missing him more and more crying nights
In the fifth month, things start to get worse and worse...
*Hae Jo's POV *
Eun sang was getting to the house everyday worse than the past... In the first she wasn't believing the things that the fans says, but now... She start to believe in it, like literally, this would be disaster if she actually believe what those teens says. She lately started to wear long slaves or wear a lot of bracelets, that's not her.
One day, I walked into her room looking for her, I heard her sobbing in the bathroom, when I knocked she told me to not enter but I didn't listen to her, because it looks like the kinda crying that would make your eyes red like blood, so I entered, and I wish I didn't see what I saw.
She was in the bathtub with a blade in her hand, and her whole arms and legs are colored in red, it's blood I think, I couldn't think straight at the moment, she was a crying mess, I didn't know what to do... So i took the blade from her hand, and started the water to wash the blood away, she started to scream " I TOLD YOU TO NOT COME IN!!! YOU ARE VERY IMPOLITE " I didn't listen to her, so I cleaned her legs and arms, changed her into pajamas and took her to her bed and she fell asleep.
I went to the kitchen and started walking around circles mumbling " I can't just stay like this watching her doing this stuff to herself, she's my sister, my soul mate... I lived with her since her family died. I know this will make her mad, but I have to do something, I can't stay like this. " so I ended up calling...
* Eun Sang's POV *
She saw me, I hate this, she must be disappointed in me, why didn't she yell on me... She didn't do anything.
I woke up around 5 p.m, I got dressed put on simple make up to cover the black bags under my eyes, and the red color that I got it from crying, when I was about to leave, she said " You ain't going anywhere today " she never talked to me with that cold tone before not even when her crush asked me out " I won't say it twice, and if you stepped a single step out of the house forget about someone called Hae Jo"
So I did as I should do, took of my shoes and went back to my room, lay down on my bed.
After few minutes I opened my laptop to see what's new and then I read a lot awful words about me... I've never ever felt like this before, perhaps I got bullied before but this is worse, all I feel is like stabs in my heart... It's really difficult, they don't know me so they can't talk shit about me...
I read some more hurtful words and all I could do is cry and cry and cry.
I went downstairs looking for Hae Jo, I wasn't looking for her but I was checking if she's here or she left so I can do whatever I wants...
She wasn't here, she left for buying stuff, so I headed to my bathroom... Took the blade, and some of the medicine we had in the house, and closed the bathroom door.
" sorry Hae Jo " I whispered before opening the medicine's case.
* Hae Jo's POV *
I got out of the house, because I didn't want Eun Sang to hear me.
I walked to the park and dialed his number... It's ringing and he's not answering quickly, I start to get nervous and anxious...
" Hello... " he finally answered breathing hardly and deep
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A/NHey!! I know that it's been so long since i updated, and here I am... Maybe the next chapter would be...
Idk, so thanx for 600 views, I appreciate this and if u like the story, recommend it to ur friends 😏😏
Till next time... Byeee
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My highschool love! [ COMPLETED ]
Fanfic"who invited you? " "Jimin did " " No i didn't!! " That was the day that i knew i was nothing to him WARNING!!!!! Contains Selfharm Started: 22-09-2016 Ended : 18-02-2017