My highschool love! [ COMPLETED ]

Twenty Forth (The end)

" Hello... " He finally answered breathing heavily, " finally, I was about to fly all the way to you to SLAP YOU WITH YOUR PHONE!! "

He started laughing " so what's up? Why did you call me ?" I took a deep breath " Eun Sang... " " what's wrong with her? " she's being a teenager, she's self harming now, because of what the fans are posting, they even hurt her, a lot... "

I told him everything I saw today, then started walking back home.

When I arrived to the house, I opened the door, took off my shoes, but it seems like no one is here, she wouldn't go outside without telling me and I warned her this evening to not leave...

I thought she would be asleep so I went to her room and apparently she's showering... So I let her bedroom's door open so I can hear her when she get out of the shower. Because we have a serious conversation to make.

It's been more than half an hour and she still in the shower... That's weird, she should be out by now... She's the most fast person in the shower, I got nervous and went to see what happened to her, I opened the door and it wasn't locked!!

My heart stopped beating, she was on the floor, a box of medicines dropped next to her, and blood!! I didn't know what to do so I called the ambulance and I called Woo Shin. He said we'll meet in the hospital.

On the way to the hospital I dialed the previous number " ARE YOU HAPPY??! SHE'S GOING TO DIE AND YOU'RE THERE SINGING AND DANCING!!! I HATE YOU, YOU'RE HOPELESS PIECE OF SHIT!! " I hung up and started crying in the ambulance next to her.

We arrived, they took her to the operation room, and Woo Shin was there with me, I know his feelings towards her, he adores her, if she asks his eyes he'll gave it to her. He liked her since college and that will never change, he even cried with me... He's caring and a loving person, I don't know why did she chose Jimin over Woo Shin...

They took her to a special room, and she woke up so I went to see her " Hey " I said, she just nodded and I knew that she couldn't talk, " How's it going? " she rose a thumb up and I smiled.

I pass the night there and the next morning, but in the evening I had to go home to bring her clothes, when I was in the hospital's hole, I met Jimin. Wow!! 24h late... Incredible!

" Where's she? " he asked " Till now! It's been a whole day since I told you about the suicide and you came now!! And let us not forget that this is all on you! " I yelled at him " I couldn't find an earliest flight, and I didn't want this to happen neither... Now can you please lead me to her room? " I showed you her room and took off to the house.

*Park Jimin's POV *

Hae Jo yelled at me and I didn't get mad at her, because I know that she love her, as much as I do or even more.

I knocked on her room's door and there's no answer, when a nurse saw me and she talked " Excuse me... Are you looking for the passion Eun sang?" I nodded " she's on the roof catching fresh air " I thanked her and she showed me the way to the roof.

I opened the roof's door and entered when I saw her standing on the edge with her hands wide open, I got confused and scared " Hey Eun Sang " she turned around and smiled a painful smile with a tear run down her face " I miss you love " She said with a pain in her voice.

" I miss you too honey, but can you step back a little, so I can hug you. " she turned around and I got closer, " stop, it's over... Everything is over, nothing would be the same, everything has change... Even me, I've change... And I will never be back I was... You don't love me, no one does, no one will " she said while looking at the sky " well I do... You're wrong... I- " she cut me off " No you don't, if you do you would've saved me, from everyone and even from me... From the devil inside me, from the hating flames that ate everything beautiful in me, from the black sun that burned me in nights, from the blade that scratched my skin, see, you don't have any word to say against me"

I really didn't have anything to say... I just sat quit listening to her words because I know she had to take it out of her chest " There's nothing left in a suicidal girl... Nothing left in someone that everything around him makes him sick and seeking for death... Nothing left in a dark life... So, nothing worked before, but this will surely work this time... I love you Jimin, always did and always will. I've never regret on anything that has to do with you... You were the sunny corner in my life, I hope you'll live happily ever after with someone else " I started to cry and said " no, no, I don't want to be with another one, I wanna be with you, and only you... Please don't leave me... Please, I beg you, give me your hand and come to my embrace " I gave her my hand...

She smiled again and said " I'm sorry, tell Hae Jo I love her, and I love you Park Jimin ".

Then... Then... She jumped, from 20 flours building, I screamed her name on the top of my lungs when I heard her body crushed into a car... It was terrible, I felt like everything inside me torn up into pieces, flashbacks where played in front of my eyes, her eyes, her smile, her laugh, her touch, her kiss... Everything.

I sat on the rooftop screaming while crying my eyes out...

After 3 months :

I couldn't move on... It was me... My fault... I didn't protect her from the fans... The hate... From the world.

Since the funeral I didn't see nor heard from Hae Jo, I heard that she had a lot of breakdowns so they had to put her in the hospital...

Me... My life was living hell, I would cry every night in my pillow, and I went regularly to her hideout, that was the only place I could be in and cry and think about her without disturbing...

She was a beautiful dream... A dream that I had in one of my 11' year summer nights when she moved on next to us, A dream that lasted with me for the past 21 years, a dream that eventually didn't last and disappeared forever, I dream that I would relive it every night in my head... 
She was :

❤❤My Highschool Love ❤❤

The end...