hey so another random thought here but have you ever wanted to write a suicide note just for fun like sometimes i say that i want to kill myself but honestly i dont its just that id rather not have been born but also i do cherish my life. also sometimes i think about like when i die i dont want to die of natural causes or murder or something like when i die i want it to be my decision so that i know im ready and no one else gets the satisfaction of taking my life because i beat them to it. lol
