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Teardrops on my guitar by Taylor Swift

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Teardrops on my guitar

Taylor's POV

I'm strumming my guitar, here in our garden. Reminiscing my moments with my bestfriend, the guy I love. Yes, I'm in love with my bestfriend, Drew. He doesn't know, and I don't want him to know about my feelings towards him because I don't want to ruin our relationship. 

It's not easy to be in love with your bestfriend. I'll tell you, it's very hard right? You have to sacrifice. And I chose to be his bestfriend forever even if it hurts so bad.

It hurts so much to know that he can never love you back. You can never be together.

Yeah, I'm just his bestfriend who's always there whenever he needs my help.

We can never be together.

Drew looks at me

I fake a smile so he won't see

What I want and I need

And everything that we should be

Whenever I'm with you, my heart beats so fast as if it wants to get out of my chest. When I'm with you, my world stops. I know, this is bad. I'm in love with my guy bestfriend. Weve been bestfriends since we were young. I don't want you to know my feelings for you because I know you don't care and that might ruin our relationship, as bestfriends. I don't want you to go away. I want you here beside me forever, but as my bestfriend. I'll just pretend that I don't love you if that's the only way to keep you forever. I'll just smile, even if it hurts inside.

I'll bet she's beautiful

That girl he talks about

And she's got everything

 That I have to live without

I know, I'm not the girl meant for you. I'm not even your ideal girl. I'm just a girl, your bestfriend. Who's willing to give and do everything for you. But I know, i will always be invisible in your eyes. 

You always go to my house just to tell me about your special girl. Yeah right, am I not special for you? Do you know that everytime you talk about her, my heart is tearing apart. I always pretend that I'm also interested about her but actually, I'm not. But who's she, compared to me? 

Drew talks to me

I laugh 'cause it's so damn funny

But I can't even see

 Anyone when he's with me

Whenever I'm with him, i can't explain how happy I am. He's the one who can make me smile. Whenever I'm sad and down, he always do silly and crazy things just to see me smile and to cheer me up. He's the one that I want. He's the only one that my eyes can see. He's the only one I love.

He says he's so in love

He's finally got it right

I wonder if he knows

 He's all I think about at night

It hurts so bad to hear from your mouth that you're so in love with her. That she's the only one you want. She's the only one you love. You're thinking that I'm very happy to see you with her but honestly, I want to get you away from her. But does it make sense? I can't teach you to love me back. Love is really unfair.

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

He's the song in the car I keep singing

Don't know why I do

Every night, I always pray that maybe someday you will notice me. Not as your bestfriend but as your secret lover. I just hope that she'll hold you tight, and won't leave you behind.

 Drew walks by me

Can he tell that I can't breathe?

And there he goes, so perfectly

The kind of flawless I wish I could be

Whenever he's near, my heart stops to beat. It stops beating because I'm nervous that you'll know my feelings for you. I'm nervous that I might confess my feelings.

She better hold him tight

Give him all her love

Look in those beautiful eyes

 And know she's lucky 'cause

She might be so lucky to have a guy like him who will love her forever. A guy who I love. If I was her, I'll give him all my love, make him feel that he's the luckiest man on Earth. But unluckily, I'm not her.

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

He's the song in the car I keep singing

 Don't know why I do

Maybe, he's not really meant for me. I'll find the person destined to me. But I really can't stop myself falling for him. The more were together, the more I fall for him and I don't even know how to avoid it. Cupid is really a sharpshooter huh?

So I drive home alone

As I turn out the light

I'll put his picture down

And maybe get some sleep tonight

He's the only one I think of every night but I don't know he also thinks of me. I don't want to assume because it will hurt me but hell, I'm hurting right now.

'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart

He's the song in the car I keep singing

 Don't know why I do

You're the reason why I cry late at night. I'm really hurt. I may be a happy person you knew, but you have no idea of what i'm feeling inside. I'm just faking my emotion just to hide my feelings. 

He's the time taken up but there's never enough

And he's all that I need to fall into

Drew looks at me

 I fake a smile so he won't see

Love may be cruel, but I don't care. I love loving you secretly even if it hurts me. You're all that I need. You're all that I want. This may sound like I'm obsessed but, I always imagine that were on a relationship but I'm the only one who knows it. I'll just hide my feelings for you just to keep you right here, beside me. No one can tear us apart. 

The only one that makes me happy is you.

And I will always be your bestfriend. Your bestfriend who loves you so much. 

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Ness' NOTE: New one shot story. Sorry for wrong grammars. I'm working on my English language so please bear with me. I'm just listening to music when suddenly  this song played on my cellphone. I really love this song. This is my most favorite song of all Taylor's songs. <3