Screaming
Crying
Asking God the questions
As to why
Why did you see me fit?
Fit enough to hold all of this pain inside
Why do I cry every night?
Every night replaying the same horrific event like a movie
Screaming at others to leave me be
Crying because of the open wound
Feeling like everywhere I turn people are gawking
Looking straight at my empty smile
Someone help me to shed the light
Light on everything that truly happened
Playing like my very own movie screen
The truthfulness that I hold
Make them see my sweet abyss
The abyss of all of their Hells
Hells that last forever
Forever replaying inside my head
Hoping
Praying
Crying
Screaming
May someone realize this fake facade
May they realize my lies
May they recognize my pain
May they recognize my sorrow
Pleading leads you nowhere
Crying leads to laughter
My Hell is just beginning
It will never recede
Believing that my only answers
My own darkness
My own self hatred
And lies may fade into nothingness
My movie screen will show
It will show my Hell
It will show the pain
And it will never recede
You don't know my pain
My sorrow
My eternal justice
Nor my smiling denial
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Devil Chronicles
PoetryPoetry written by a sarcastic little devil with sincere emotions...
