Wanted // N.H

Chapter Two - Pray

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Especially the one with niall horan in it. The title of the book was 'A Pleasant Surprise'

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Chapter Two

Pray

Rachel's P.O.V

May 15, 2010

I just turned fourteen. And I decided to get a part-time job. I needed the money to buy my school supplies, food, clothing and just about eveyrthing.

My parents they don't give a shit about me ever since baby. Mom would rather go out and God knows what she do then to take care of me.

On the other hand, my dad is an arsehole. In the morning, he would go to work like a normal guy then at night he came home like a drunken beast and literally dragged me downstairs from my room then started to beat the hell out of me!

Whenever he hits me, he will always said those words that will haunt me forever and ever.

"You are no good for me!"

"You only brought bad luck into this house!"

"You don't deserved to be loved!"

Almost everyday I got bruises on my body. I nearly commit suicide by attemp to take the whole bottle of pills or even cut my own wrist. But there is always something in me told me not to do it.

And so I always ended up sitting in the corner of my room and pray silently. Hoping that someday all this will stop.

I told myself to keep going on with my life no matter how hard the life is. And so I need to collect as much money as I can, you know while I still alive.

My whole life revolved around peoples who judged me. I don't friends at school. People at school used to picked on me even the teachers too.

Literally the whole school hates me. I'm such a loser. That is what they called me. I spent my breaktime in the girl's toilet.

My life is miserable. They judged me. They made fun of me. They call me names. They pushed me around. Just so...

The best part when at the end of the day, I get to go to my work place. It was a cute little cafe in the town where no one judge, laughed or even picked on me.

And it was my first time ever to have someone you called Friend.

She has the similiar life like me well except that her parents ACTUALLY  care for her. She got picked on at school. They called her nerd. I mean just because that person spent most of her time on books and school then only had fun a little that doesn't mean you can call them names!

Gosh sometimes I really don't get these people.

Well she is gorgeous actually. Long wavy caramel brown hair that was put up into a high messy bun. She used those round glasses and has a big beautiful grey-ish blue eyes with a pretty smile. Oh and her name was Palmer Andrews. She is the only child in the family.

One day, a guy showed at the cafe and started to looked for Palmer. Soon enough she was at the counter with her gorgeous smile.

He is cute actually. Whenever he smiles, he literally light up Palmer's day. That's what she used to tell me! Haha! He has caramel brown hair and hazel eye color. And perfect smile.
And his name was Ashton Irwin.

Ash asked Palmer out and confessed his crush towards her. This thing going on for a awhile until one day, I was about to asked Palmer whether she wanted to hangout with me after work. She just said something that made me realized that she was just the same like the rest of them.

"Ew. Ge the hell away from me!" she said in disgusted tone.

"What? Why?" I asked her back.

"Because I don't want to get curse by you!" she stormed into the kitchen and laughed evily.

Those words just kept on replay in my head like a movie. I ran back home in tears. Stormed into my bedroom and cried out loud the whole night. Having the thought of people can be very mean sometimes.

Like they were using a mask to protect their true self. But when they did, your whole world shattered into million pieces. I can't take this anymore.

Again I sat by the corner and pray.

God when can all these stop? Why do I have to face all these? I've done nothing wrong to you but why would treat me so unfair? Why?

I sobbed and just hope that all this will finally stop.

I got so tired and didn't bothered to change into my pjamas and just lay on my bed and soon the darkness consumed me.

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A/N Yo! What's up everybody? Tonight I decided to update the story because I can't get the ideas out of my head if I don't write it down. Haha!

I know that some of you ever been through all this before. I know the feelings very well.

Don't be afraid because you are the only one.

And please don't do any silly things like cut your wrist or even take pills. Because I, myself ever been through alot in life and I just felt so lost and so I cut my wrist.

Yes. Cut my wrist.

But thanked God because he sent my sis and bro to save me. Ever since that day, it's a lesson learned for me.

So please dont ever do any of that! Because you deserve a second chance in life.

So I hope you guys enjoy this chapter & I'll see you guys later!

Love always,

Rac :)

p/s and my parents don't know about the cutting. It's good too because I dont want them to get worried.

p/s/s I'm sorry for 5SOS fans! Because I'm new to their songs and everything so I'm still learning about Ashton Irwin. I'm sorry if I didn't stated the extact hair colors or anything about him in the story!!