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Hi guys. I know most of you have been waiting for me to update this story. I know I apologized alot. But I'm gonna apologize again.

My life right now is such a mess. I'm sick. My so called boyfriend started to ignore me. I'm devastated. I'm tired of living this life. I'm pretending that I'm okay which is pathetic.

My laptop got attacked by Trojan so I can't use it. So I'm gonna use my tab to update this book until my laptop is fully recover which I don't know how long will it take...

I'm such a mess right now. I'm not trying to brag or anything like that.

People that I know in real life tend to get bored of me and decided to leave me behind. So I towards social media.

If you guys are right here now, beside me... I am crying my heart out while typing this out now.

I have so many things that I have to worry about...it's hard for someone like me who can't handle the stress.

Everything come falling down and then I'll be sitting on the floor crying softly. and trying my best not to disappoint my parents. trying my best not to fail my exams.trying my best not to get caught in a mess... Guess what? I'm stucked. Forever.

The worst part is that my own boyfriend,stop messaging, read, contacted me for almost 2 weeks. He didn't tell me anything. He just stop talking to me. I have all this awful thoughts about him but I tried my best to pushed it aside...but not tonight.. I can't handle it anymore....

To all my ghost readers and friends,

I want to let you all know that I'll stay behind and fight also continue on writing. Because you guys haven't given up hope in me. You guys still vote and read my story. Which I'm very happy and touched by it. And I hope that I can talk to you guys because I am in need of friends..comfort *sobbing*

I just *sighs* don't know who to turn to anymore.. and don't know who to trust anymore....

That's all from me. And I'm sorry that I didn't update this book last week...cuz of all these happened... I hope you all forgive me and..yeah..

love,

Rac xx

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