Wanted // N.H

Chapter Four - Never Felt This Before

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A/N Hello everyone!! Have a great day today? Well I do actually. Just got back from jogging with my best bud, Rommie & his sister :) And I missed exercise soooo much! Haha.

Well, first of...I want to say that I am truly sorry for not update this story. Because I didn't get enough sleep last few night ago. Literally wide awake the whole night! So I ended up slept the whole afternoon and at night I went out shopping with my parents then got home.. I was sooo exhausted (cuz of the sleepless night) and went to bed early.

I am so terribly sorry!

But don't worry now because I am back on track! Haha!

And I want to say thank you SO much for the votes, reads on this book! You just made my day sooo much better! So..thank you so much! I love you guys soooo much!

Now...onward with the story! Hope you enjoy this chapter and this is just part of the story ..about the abusing matter. But I do care for those people who ever got abused by someone. I am deeply sorry and I will always pray for you :)

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Chapter Four

Never Felt This Before

Rachel's P.O.V

Last night, my dad came home drunk. He started to yelled and I heard a loud trashing sound coming from downstairs. I flinched by the loud trashing sound.

Soon later, I got dragged downstairs by my drunken abusive dad.

He start off by yelling right in my face. Asking where did I go to when he called for me. I was so frightened and I could breakdown into tears anytime now but I didn't.

He let go of my shirt and disappeared into the kitchen and came back into the living room with a broom in his hand. He swung the broom and it landed on my arm. I cried out of pain. He didn't bothered and continued slapped my face.

I can't even feel my face anymore. He kicked my stomach multiple times and I swore that I tasted that metallic rust in my mouth. It was blood.

I know that some of you questioning about where is my mom. Well guess what? There she stood by the staircase; watching me got beaten by my dad.

The most heart breaking thing to see that my own mother laughed at her daughter got beaten.

I felt like my heart been stabbed with a knive multiple times. And that just made me cried even more. Knowing that your own mother don't gives a shit about you. That feelings is indescribable.

Suddenly my dad stumbled on the floor and mumbled something uder his breath and fell asleep.

I slowly got up from the kitchen floor and headed to my bedroom; passed my heartless mom.

Make my way to the bathroom, stood infront of this huge mirror and tracing the marks.

I hissed in pain and stared into the mirror.

Just breakdown in tears; curled up in the corner and cried for an hour.

Slowly put on my pjamas; climbed into the bed. Pull the comforter up to my neck; snuggled it.

I told myself that tomorrow will be the end of all this. And that I can start a whole new life, new home and the new me. Then soon the darkness consumed me.

RINNNNNNNNG!!!

Turned off the alarm; I open my eyes and smile.

This is it Rachel. This is the day. I told myself.

May 15. The day I will turn eighteen! And it is the day that I've been waiting for so long and is finally happening in just a few hours! Well every year I celebrated my birthday on my own with a virtual cake. Pretend to blow the candles and quietly wished myself Happy Birthday.

And this year is going to be the same too except that I will be moving out from this house forever and decided to go some place far away.

I walked towards my wardrode and took down the luggage ontop of the shelf. It was blue in color and quite big luggage. More than enough to stored everything that I'll be bringing to my new home.

I placed the luggage at the side of my bedroom wall. Grabbed the shoulder bag and put in my purse, money, phone charge, earphone, lip balm and also my phone.

I wore a pair of skinny jeans and a flower printed top with my dark blue cardigan. My hair I done into a loose curls and clipped it halfway behind my head.

Took a deep breath and grabbed my luggage; went downstairs. Mom stood at the kitchen and do her usual morning routine, drinking freshly brewed cappucino with her classic messy bun.

"Hey! Where are you going with the luggage in your hand?" she asked angrily.

I didn't even bothered about her. Walked straight out of the door and made myself promise that I will never ever gonna come here ever again. I held a cab and went into the cab. Right after I closed the door, mom was running out from the house straight the cab. I asked the driver to faster drive away. And he did.

Finally arrived to my new home. Perth, Australia. After went through all the checking I stood by at the entrance of Perth International Airport. I breathed in the fresh air.

Then somehow I lost my way around. I started to get worried and scared until I felt someone tapped on my left shoulder from behind. I flinched and spun on heels immediately and saw a blond haired guy with such an amazing blue eyes looking back at me.

I grew uncomfortable. So I stepped backward away from him. He cleared his throat.

"Urm- I supposed that you are lost?" he asked politely.

I said nothing but nodded slightly.

"Oh! Where is my manners?! I'm sorry." he took out his hands from his pocket and offered a hand shake.

I gladly accepted it. Then he continued on.

"My name is Niall. Niall Horan." He smiled sweetly. I smiled back shyly.

"I'm Ra-Rachel Summers" I sluttered.

And that very moment, I discovered something that I never felt before. Can't even find the word to describe it.

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Then..slowly the drama will start! So please stay tune!

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Love,

Rac :) xo

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