Sebastian pov
I used a healing rune on Jace to bring him back from the dead. But only for Clary. I quit using love runes in her all they have been doing is fucking her up. One second she is madly in love with me they next the rune is wearing off and she is with Jace again. I haven't seen her in a week. She has been in the infirmary with Jace. We still haven't figured out why he is ill. I'm starting to loose hope that Clarissa will ever truly love me. But love is a human feeling. I may not understand feelings but I'm understanding love... Or I think I am....
A knock sounded at my door.
"Come on." I say. It's Clary.
"We need to talk Sebastian."
"Then talk."
"I know I should hate you right now Sebastian, for using me and trying to force me to love you. I love Jace. He has been there for me through everything. And you have hurt me. I should hate you.... Should hate you." my heart sank at her words.
"Little sister I know it was wrong. And I hate feeling this... Love. I don't understand it. But I do know that I will do anything for you and I can't, I can't control the demon inside of me. But I l-l I um..... I-I love you" he finally got out.
"Sebastian I don't think I could love Jace anymore. Not like I love you." Clary responds and kisses me. I couldn't help but smile and kiss her back. I pulled her underneath me and took her face in my hands.
"We will figure this out. All of it my queen. I love you. I love you." I kissed her on her forehead,
"I love you"
I kissed her eyes
"Your mine"
I kissed her nose
"I'm yours"
I kissed her lips
"Your my humanity and I can't loose you my beautiful one."
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Hopefully my book now makes sense. Yassssssss hope you liked my update. Love all my readers. Thank you for reading!!!!!
-Angel-
