Why? Why would you make me put up with you? When you can't even put up with yourself. it'll finally hit you,and maybe it'll take you a while to realize it,but I left you,I left our friendship,I left our hope of us ever being together again,and I'm not going to look back,you'll feel it and when you do I hope your heart feels the way mine did...I hope you look in the mirror and want to break it every time you see it,I hope you blame yourself,I hope you blame yourself so much that you start hating me for your mistakes,and the reason you'll hate me is because you know that in reality I didn't do anything wrong,but you'll need someone around to hate,and instead of hating yourself because you don't want to feel any worse then what you do you'll think of me,and for some reason you hating me will make me happy,that will mean that I impacted you,I impacted your life so much that you have to hate me for all your problems,you'll hate me that all you'll be able to do is think about me like how I thought about you,your heart will be mine,I'll be able to carve my name there....and I love the idea of that.....you hating me...that would be so beautiful.