I want to scream to the top of my lungs,I want to bang my fist against a wall,I want to kick and fall out and hide under a rock I want to run away and not look back,I want to rip my skin and change who I am,I want to just shut down and not say anything,I'm so contradicting,you see...I want to scream but I also want to stay quiet,I want to cry my eyes out but I also want to laugh,I want to hate but I want to love,I want to give up but then again...I want to try harder and it's a never ending fight with myself.
