There is still hope in his arms: Christian book with testimony

My plea

My Lord I am falling into darkness please catch me in your hands and make me care more again I can't stand the resentment I have for the way my life is why do I complain I have food on my table a roof over my head I just wish we didn't have to hurry as bad it has put a wedge in my relationship with you praying in the morning has become harder and harder to do because the hurry fills my ears and muffles your words so this is my plea please help me down the pit I am feeling I just feel empty please save me