I replay it in my head
I'll do it, I say
Line after line, word after word
Today's the day
***
A second ticks by
I look back on my decision
The another and a minute
And I lose all of my conviction
***
My certainty crumbles
Doubt enshrouds my mind
My confidance begins to fade
Eating each strand of light they find
***
My decision is being ripped to shreds
By none other than myself
Already being put away
Gathering dust on the shelf
***
It only takes a few seconds
To start second guessing your choices
Its so easy to doubt
To get drowned by the voices
***
I tuck myself in
Pushing away my sorrow
I turn off the lights
Maybe I'll do it tomorrow
