Behide my brave façade,
Using my confidance as a shield
Behind my loud laughter
I hide between the tall grasses of a field
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I joke and tease
I wink and I smile
But I haven't been too confidant
And it's been quite a while
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I sit and I wonder
Are there others who feel like me?
Am I the only one who acts this way?
Is it really that likely?
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Are others this insecure
Do others feel left out
Do others get so mad and frustrated
That they want to scream and shout?
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What do they think of me?
It replays in my head
Am I good enough?
I ask when I'm in bed
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A thousand questions run through my head
A thousand of them about me
A thousand judgments and criticisms
A thousand that won't let me be
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I'm not as confidant as I seem
I always question, I'm never too sure
So this is who I am
A self-proclaimed insecure
