It just doesn't seem real... What joke is this dean? Come on this can't be some April fools joke... It's January. ... Please.... Come home Dean... I miss you... The boys miss you.. Your friends miss you.. Everyone at work misses you.. even Baron! ... We need you.. I know it's only been a day but it feels like you've been gone forever... For too long... You have been gone too long..! You shouldn't be gone at all! ... I'd switch places with you if I could Dean... I bet you would say the same... It's just not the same around the house without you anymore. The bed is empty without you.. It's not happy here anymore. Your smiling face, luny outbursts, adorable laugh... I miss it all, Dean, I miss you.. It's hard living without you.. And it's only day one.. I don't know how I'm gonna do this....
Just.. Know that I love you..
We're having your funeral in Las Vegas, Nevada. Just where you wanted. And you'll be buried by the mountains just like you wanted.. And we will visit you often, very often.
Shane M.
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Shanebrose - 50 days
RandomAfter Dean passes away from a horrible murder, Shane buys a journal, so that when they see each other again he could write about all the things Dean has missed
