My lovely bad boy?

I can't!!!

Still Jesse's POV

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"Come on punk! Fight back! Oh I forgot, you can't do s**t! You just a little baby right! You ain't got no body. Your mom and dad dead no one wants you get out of here! "

I clenched my hands and jaw! Everything he was saying was true. My cousin was absolutely right. My parents died in a car accident and no one took me in except for my aunt, but because she thought she had to.

"Oh you getting mad! I don't give a f***! Look guys, young coz think he tuff! You only 13 boy, we 18! That mean we can beat your a** anyday!"

He grabbed my shirt, lifted me up and pulled my face towards his. He spat in my face and stared at him knowing I can't do anything. He smacked me and through me on the floor. One of them touched me and I felt dirty! Soon all his friends were touching me, everywhere! I started to cry.

"Little n***a shut up, take it like a man. That's it boys, show him what you can really do!"

They started to kick and hit me on my face,  arms, legs, stomach, back,  and head. They left me when I couldn't move and was sure I was bleeding. Only one came back, took my face and kissed me, shoving his tongue down my throat. He smirked at the look of disgust on my face

"Trust me little one, I'll take care of you."

I curled into a ball but it hurt too much. I cried and cried hoping one day that someone will help me.

I awoke to someone shaking me. I opened my eyes to see Vicky looking at me with worry evident on my face.

"Are you ok Jesse? You were crying in your sleep."

" It's nothing"

" But Jesse-"

"Just stop Vicky."

"But Jesse I want to he-"

" VICKY JUST LEAVE ME ALONE OKAY! IT'S NOTHING!"

Vicky looked like she was about to cry. I felt bad but didn't want to tell her just yet. I trust her but not a lot since I've trusted people and they always betrayed me. Vicky stared at me and shocked me when she screamed at me

" NO JESSE, YOU'RE OBVIOUSLY UPSET ABOUT SOMETHING BUT YOU DON'T TRUST ME ENOUGH TO TELL ME!"

" I DO VICKY, BUT I CAN'T! I CAN'T! I'VE TRUSTED PEOPLE AND THEY BETRAYED ME! When I'm ready to tell you I will."

"Just tell me, please. I love you and I want to take care of you."

"You don't mean that."

" What?"

"You don't love me. You can't, you didnt  even remeber who I was."

"But I do-"

"No you don't! Tell me when you get all your memory back! I love you but you don't love me, at least yet!"

I walked out of my room. I just needed to get out of there. The dream and argument was just too much for me right now. I didn't know where I was going, but I needed some air to calm down. I just needed time.

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