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My first kill

           After the tea party with sally i went into the bathroom. I saw Jeff's knife sitting there... I looked at my long pretty blue hair. It went a bit passed my belly. I started gripping hard onto the knife. Ben,Jeff, and sally all took a nap down stairs. I kept looking at the knife then the my hair. I took the knife and cut my hair. I watched as i fell softly on the floor. I cut it around were Jeff's hair went, a bit passed my shoulders. It was done messily but i liked it.

        Still with Jeff's knife in my hand I looked threw all my clothes to pull out a semi short solid black skirt. I never wore dresses or skirts but hey gotta be fashionable for anything. I then took some ripped pantyhose which were black. I then threw on black knee high boots and a red V-neck shirt. I put down the sharp weapon to then get dressed. After which picking it back up to sneak out. This was risky.

       I started walking in the woods until i reached my neighbor hood. Something came over me. I just had to do this. There voices and they wouldn't go away. They were making me go crazy! I was wiggling one the door nobs and it wasn't locked. I stepped inside. There was a family. A mom, a dad, and a girl. She looked maybe ten at the least. They looked shocked. 

       The dad saw i had a knife and so i took the little girl and put the knife to her throat. "If you even TRY to call 911 your daughter is good as dead!" i yelled. Both the mom and father were were shaking. He dropped his phone and begged. "please.PLEASE! Kill me not them!" he begged. A huge grin came upon my face. I started stomping on the phone so he couldn't call 911. I fastly snapped the girl neck and lunged onto the dad. He tried kicking me off but i slit his throat. The mom was just crying and shaking. She ran to her daughter. "YOU MONSTER! SHE WAS JUST A KID!" she yelled to me. The voices were gone. The mom came at me and grabbed the knife out of my hand. I was caught off guard. I could tell she never used a knife before. I ducked the first swing but the second one sliced my right cheek. It bleed a lot i could tell i needed stitches. It made me grow even more mad. I kicked her to the ground and repetitively stabbed her in the chest.

     I ran all the way back to the cabin to see Jeff and Ben awake. ".... Ezra...." Ben spoke. Fuck. "YOU COULD HAVE DIED EZRA! YOUR SO STUPID! THINK NEXT TIME!" I was just silent. He called down. He said calmly "lets stitch your cheek." He told me it may hurt. As he stitched my cheek I gripped his shoulder in pain. After he was done i let out a sigh of relief. "... i'm a monster..." I said while tears dropped from my eyes. It felt so good yet so bad. Jeff pulled me in a hug and said "your not a monster. If you don't want to kill you don't have to but if you do tell me first."

      The news came on and i saw my dad on the news on the TV. i  haven't been home in a couple of days and i didn't tell my dad. "please Ezra, my baby girl," he said with tears falling, "come home. I miss you! your all i have! If someone took her bring her home. I'll do anything" he begged. It just hit me. I felt my heart sink. I dropped to my knees in even more tears. ".... i wanna go home...." i said to myself. Although i knew it was too late. Maybe I''ll be able to see him. I felt a warm hug from tiny arms. It was sally. She tried comforting me and so did Ben and Jeff. I hand Jeff his back his knife.