Still holding on

Chapter5

It was lunchtime I reached the table where the rest were

And Lisa is there

Knowing she is around me kinda scares me

"Hey guys" I said while sitting in between Brennen and Ben

But with Lisa sitting right in front of me

"You missed it Tia I was just explaining my life story" she said still staring in my eyes

"How lovely" I responded

"But I don't know much about you Tia tell me do you have any siblings?"

As she asked the question my heart just dropped

"Tia doesn't have any siblings" Ben answered for me

"Not even a brother" she asked as I felt her eyes on me

"Ben's right Tia doesn't have any siblings" Ruby also answered for me

"Why doesn't she answer for herself "

"Why are you even asking" I responded still avoiding eye contact

"I just thought my sister mentioned that you had a brother or something like that"

"Who's you sister" I said as I took a sip of water

"Georgia Blackwell"

As I heard that name I choked on my water and spat it out

And looked up towards her

"She's your sister?"

"Why tee do you know her" Brennen said

"You could say that"

"Lisa can I talk to you privately" I said standing up

"Ok than" she stood up and followed me

I went to the toilets and checked that no was there

"What would you like to talk about" she said

"Why just why do you hate me"

"You think it's because of my sister"

"That does seem logical. Wait is she forcing you to do this"

"As much as you wish that was true that's not why"

"Than why"

"Because you don't know how it feels or even what it's like to be the one who fails who doesn't get anything who deserve so much but gets nothing not even attention from even there own family. Cause all they care about is if i was like you Tia or why can't you be better like Tia. The only person who saw what I did was Georgia she saw your true colours and I just want people to see who you really are"

"But I didn't know you"

"That's the funny thing you do my name is Kelly Lisa Blackwell does that ring any bells"

I'm shooked

I'm speechless

"I guess someone's Speechless"

"Does she know I'm here"I quietly said

"You know you wouldn't be here if she did"

"True"

She would have tried to kill me

"Why did you do it. Why did you kill him"

"I DIDN'T KILL HIM" I shouted as tears rolled down my cheeks

"Your lucky that the world doesn't see the evil inside of you and than maybe people will understand who was the cause of his death" she said as I stood there while she brushed pass me

As she was about to leave

I shouted "don't ever talk about my brother again"

"Or what. Your birthday is coming up soon it was going to come up anyway "she said than Slammed the door

Leaving me there shaking crying

Feeling empty inside

Because I know she is right it was my fault

And I have to bare with that everyday