10 years

chapter 5

what happened the last 3 days:

Ross pov.

We went to the place we buried our boxes and opened them together. It was beautiful and so emotional, One to two tears left Lauras face. She was so cute, seriously.

Also we went surving together. God this day was so much fun. Surving from 8am till the evening and after that we just chilled at the beach. Laura was a pretty good surver, i would have never thought that.

Yesterday, we drove in a bigger city with the bus and went shopping. Okay the next thing sounds kitschy, but we bought those best friends hoodies, and also a distance bracelet.

Laura tried on many clothes and did a kind of catwalk for me. She was so stunning, unbelievable how much she grew up.

We went to McDonalds and ate a little bit, but we stayed for like 3 hours and just talked. It felt so familiar. Because even when we were only 9 years, we used to talk and talk and talk and suddenly the day was over. The same happened again.

I was so happy that i could stay here for a week. I couldn't describe the feeling i had when i was around Laura.

Happiness, Excitement. Also Sadness because I knew i would have to leave again soon. I tried not to worry about this but what if we will loose each other again but completely this time?

Just imagine if we wont see each other ever again. A big part of my heart would be missing. Me and Lauras bond is so strong and too important to break it.

"So here are you living." Lauras voice pulled me back from my thoughts.

"Yes for the rest of the week, this is my place to be me, i guess." I smiled and sat down on the bed.

"I am not gonna tell you what this sounded like." She said laughing and sat down next to me.

I thought about it and then rolled my eyes, smiling, "Youre such a pervert, Laura. As if i would tell you where i do it myself."

Lauras mouth dropped and she turned her head to mine before she started laughing, "Too much details, boi." She said between laughters.

I shook my head smiling but looking at her laughing hard. She laid down on the bed and held her stomach. I had to laugh too because her laugh was so funny.

After a while we stopped and she sat up again, while i kept laying here. She smiled and breathed out then she looked at me, "Not to sound crazy or something, but are you really masturbating?" She asked careful.

I shrugged and sat up slowly, "I guess everyone does it sometimes. What about you? Not to sound crazy too." I said smiling.

It wasn't awkward for me to talk about this, not at all. And when i looked at Laura, i also thought she had no problem with this either. I mean we were best friends, best friends can speak about everything.

"Sometimes." She said, "Much better than actual Sex." She continued and when she said that i widened my eyes a bit.

"Youre no virgin?" I said, fast. Suddenly my throat was dry.

She was the one shrugging this time and looked to her hands, "no, unfortunately not. Lost my virginity back in oklahoma. Some boy threw a party, me and Vanessa went there together and one to 6 drinks later i was wasted as fuck." She giggled, sadly and quietly.

I was feeling very bad right now. I was so sorry for her. She didn't deserve literally being raped.

I took her hand in mine and caressed it slowly, rubbing my thumb over it, "Hey, its okay." I began, quietly.

"Almost everyone i know already lost their virginity. As with the person they wanted it or with another one. What is once happened cant be returned. Can you remember it?"

Laura shook her head and looked at our hands. I followed her look and noticed how good her hand fitted in mine. The more i thought about it, the more i started feeling something in my body.

I decided to ignore it and continue to talk, "See. When you are going to have sex with your boyfriend, you know you already had Sex but also you can pretend like its your first time. Apart from this, The first time having sex is never good."

Laura looked at me a few seconds before she spoke up, "Did you already..?"

I swallowed quietly and thought if i should be honest or not, but after what she told me i couldn't be honest i would look like a loser. Virgin with 19. Hello.

"Pf yes of course, many times!" Then i let off of her hand and stood up, "Ready for alcohol? I think we could start now its 10pm." I said and turned to her smiling.

"Yeah i always am." She said and stoop up too. We went 2 steps to the livingroom whicu also was the kitchen and she sat down on the couch.

"Okay im gonna fetch it." I replied smiling and went into the bedroom again and to the closet where i put the alcohol in.

Laura spoke with her dad and as cool as her dad is, he organized us some good stuff.

Many shots and vodka, also coke and energy drinks, beer, tequila and some bottles orange juice.

The rest i bought at the market. Fast food and sweets and everything i needed to not die because of hunger.

I took everything and put it on the table, first i gave her one shot and took one by myself.

"Well then, may we drink good tonight." I said and we clinked 'glasses' before we drunk it fast.

Once i swallowed everything in like the same second as Laura we let down our 'glasses' and smiled at each other.

"God i love shots." We said in the same second and started laughing.

• 10 years •

3 hours later

I could say Laura was pretty drunk already and also i wasnt completely there anymore. The vodka bottle almost was finished and a few energy drinks and orange juices as well.

We were laughing the whole time about everything. And when we werent, we watched tv.

"God im so drunk." Laura laughed and wanted to take the beer bottle.

I then smiled and took her hand away from it, "Maybe you should take a break." I said to her in a calm voice.

Laura looked at me and suddenly leaned in and wanted to kiss me. I immediately leaned back and pushed her softly away from me. I wasnt looking forward to kiss a drunk person. I wouldn't take advantages over her drunkenness.

I didnt work like that, i was different than the boy who fucked her as she couldn't decide what was rightvand what was wrong.

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hello first if all O H M Y G O D
i would have never thought i could
actually continue this, i was afraid
i had to delete it again but i was too
proud of the cover and the storyline
i couldnt just not fight for it lmao
so i really hope you like this little
chapter bruh lmaoahaha i wrote
it for like 4 hours its 3am here in
germany and i wanna die because
im so hungry ugh i hate my life but
well hahaha goodnight ily yall ❤