everything feels...... empty i don't feel that i'm still alive. i don't think then that its even possible how much it hurts. the feeling of getting bullied. it makes you do and think desperate things- things to make the tears all just go away. to feel.........wanted.......... to be loved. ever since i was little i'd get bullied for being smart. it may seem childish, but it hurts to know that someone doesn't wan't to be a part of you just because your being- youreslf.
if could have just a day without hate, i'd give everything and anything that i have just to get the chance. my name is Lizzie Natalia, most people call me LN. it may seem stereotypical but my life is like a fairytale............ it's just missing its happy ending. i almost stopped believing it could ever happen. nothing really gave me a reason to believe. .................. i want to do it because people told me i couldn't. i ask myself everyday if today is the day that i'll finally quit. i always end up saying 'why did i hold on so long, why would i quite now'. it just lets me go through the day.
i don't understand why people. out of ALL the people in the world. why me?. what did i do in my past life that was so bad that i have to go through............hell, and for what?....... i'm still on the proccess of finding it out.
one thing that i've learned in ife is that there's no prince charming. if there is one, where is he now?. i still believe in happy endings but i learned that if you want it then be resposible enough to make it come true......?
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hey you guys... this is my second story....
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