a month later
LN's POV
NIALL AND I HAVE BEEN DOING GREAT!
hes taking me to dinner again tonight ...... he sent me a text saying "i'm taking you to dinner... no buts xx. niall"
i'm kinda just waiting for him to come pick me up right now a- DING! the doorbell just rang, maybe its niall.
as i opned the door i got greeted by a blonde hugging me. after we became friends i've felt more confident than i was a few weeks ago.... and my mom stuck to hr promise of hiring a bodyguard for me ause i went home smelling like shit on my birthday.....yeah... that happened.
"hi love! ready to go?" niall asked in a sweet tone.
"miss lizzie should i come with you?" paul my new bodyguard asked
"oh no need paul, thank you" i said
"don't worry paul i'll take care of her" niall said with an arm wrapped around my waist
paul gave him a stern look... then dissmissing us to run along.
"bye paul!" i shouted once the door was closed
"so where are we of to mr. whoooran?" i asked mocking him
"eww nataly! thats not how you say it! yuck!" he said childishly
"bleh" i stuck my tounge out at him
"you cant catch me! now you gotta kiss me!" i sang running of. but before i could bolt away he took my wrist and spun my and his lips landing on my lips. i returned the kiss
"well?" he asked after the kiss
"i-i" i couldn't speak... the kiss was nothing like anything that i've ever experienced. he kissed me.... was all on my mind right now. it felt nice.. better than nice... it felt like it had a spark to it... its exactly how it says on books when you kiss someone, when you kiss someone you-love. does this mean that i love niall?. no that can't be. were just friends..
"i'm sorry" he whispered feeling guilty
"don't be" i said finding the courage to say something
"niall?" i asked after a few seconds
"mmhmm?" he hummed
"i - i th-ink i love you" i said while stuttering
"i think i love you to" he said while looking into my eyes... this. this right here feels nice. seeing that he cares about me. he cares about me as more than friends
with that we headed to the restaurant the same restaurant that we first ate in together.
as we were in the car there was this akward silence.... it ain't suppose to be akward! i know i said i love you! but i didn't think it would be this bad. and i pomised that i wouldn't fall fo another person like him.....
FLASHBACK:
i was gonna kill myself..... i whispered to myself
after a few more hours of waiyting in this sick hospital room i felt quite dizzy. then the nurse came in handing me pills to drink. i did as told and i felt better within seconds..
"youve lost alot of blood ya know" he said looking at the papers which i'm thinking are my 'records' or something
i just looked at him trying to read his name tag but failed epicly
"oh i'm darwin" he said giving me a smile.
"i'm Lizzie Natalia, but you can call me LN" i said returning the smile to him.
