One Direction Preferences

189-"I'm scared"

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Louis: His breathing is bated, his head is in his hands, his eyes are red as you walk in. Harry had come to find you, saying Louis was having a breakdown and he was calling for you. Walking into the dressing room, the sight broke your heart. You thanked Harry and he nodded and left, as you rushed over to Louis’ side. “Louis, what’s wrong?” you cooed, almost frantically, pulling his hands away from his face. His body shook, lightly but clearly, and you took him in your arms, he buried his face in the crook of your neck, not crying just panicking. “I’m scared” he choked out. You sighed, chewing your bottom lip, “Lou, babe how’s this concert different than all the others?” he sat up, looking at you with wide eyes, still visibly shaking. “it’s Madison Square Garden, my family’s here, you’re here, the whole world is watching” he whispers. You smile reassuringly, taking both his hands in yours and pressing a kiss to his trembling lips. “it’s okay…shh you’re okay, it’s gonna be good Louis, you’re so talented, you’re so amazing, everything’s gonna be okay” He took a deep breath and nodded confidently. “there you go, now give me a little smile?” you ask gently and he chuckles a little bit. “there it is, now go get ‘em” 

Harry: “Come on!” Harry shouted. Storming into the living room, with Harry hot on your heels you tossed yourself onto the couch and screamed into a pillow. “(Y/N)-” Harry began but you sat up, your glare burning into his skin. “Harry just go! G-get out” you shrieked, gesturing towards the door. His body was overcome with defeat at your last request. He was whipped, and he’d do anything you asked, so he did, shoulders slumped, eyes red, he trudged to the door. “I wish you could just open up to me, I wish you would just tell me. Why? (Y/N) please” he choked out desperately, as if leaving your flat right now, was a choice between life and death. “I can’t Harry. I just can’t because- because I’m falling in love with you and I don’t know what to do! I don’t understand why whenever I see you, I feel like I’m gonna throw up, but it’s such a good feeling. I don’t understand why, when I’m in the same room as you, I get so damn happy and I don’t know what this is! I don’t get it, this has never happened to me. I love you Harry and I’m bloody scared” You scream, the last few words choked out between audible sobs. The space between you is closed off in two strides as his body is pressed against yours tightly. “Don’t. Don’t be scared, because I love you too, so much” 

Niall: You sat cuddled up to Niall on the couch, listening to the lovely sound of rain pounding against the windows, and cringing at blasts of thunder. Your head lay on Niall’s chest, his arms wrapped around your torso, a blanket over the both of you. Suddenly a bolt of lightning cracked through the air, lighting up the whole room, before the power went out, the room went dark. “Shit” Niall mumbled. He wriggled out from underneath you, “stay here for a sec alright?” he said softly, getting up and running to the closet in the hallway. The sound of something heavy falling down the hall caused a yelp to spill from your shaking lips. “N-Niall?” you called. Then another crack of thunder shook the house, wind creaking the window panes, a bolt of lightning lighting up distinct shadows in every corner. “Niall!” you squealed, jumping up a bit from your seat. “Princess?” Niall called, his voice faint, but getting nearer as his footsteps increased in volume. “I’m s-scared” you stuttered, shivering despite the blanket. He made a gentle hushing noise, before hurrying over and scooping your body into his arms as you let out a little shriek. “shh sh it’s me, it’s Niall baby, I’m not going anywhere” he purred in your ear, breathing warm breath into your hair, “shh I won’t let anything hurt you, you’re alright” 

Liam: “Li…” you giggled a little bit as the car halted and Liam just staring straight ahead. “c’mon, what’s wrong?” His gaze remained forward, his hands trembling a bit as he pulled the key from the ignition. “I’m scared” he breathed out. You smiled a bit, getting out of the car, and crossing over to his side, opening the door and leaning again the frame of the car. “Liam, look at me babe” you cooed and he slowly turned to look into your eyes. “it’s gonna be just fine, it’s just my parents and my little brother” He huffed, eyes wide as he asked, “w-what if they don’t like me” You chuckled a little bit, taking his face between your palms and kissing his lips sweetly, “what’s not to like? You’re perfect, you’re so sweet, and talented, and you’re so good to be, and you’re handsome and amazing and there’s no way they couldn’t like you” you compliment and a wide grin rips across his features. He pulls you in for a deep, loving kiss before chuckling, “alright, let’s go” 

Zayn: You deep slumber was interrupted by the bed shifting, then shifting again roughly. Your eyes fluttered open, you groaned quietly. “Zayn” you grumbled sleepily. He only moaned in response. You sat up, looking over to find Zayn, sweaty and restless, tossing and turning under the covers, mumbling in his sleep. “Hey. Zayn, wake up, Zayn” you said a bit too loudly, shaking his shoulder. “wha- oh god (Y/N)” he exclaims, wrapping you up in a tight, frantic hug. “Zayn” you chuckle, “yeah it’s me, what’s wrong?” He sighed, not letting go of your smaller body, “oh I had a terrible dream, remember the other day when you asked what I was afraid of? I figured it out, I’m afraid of losing you. God I’m so scared. I can’t stand the thought of you not being here, next to me. I love you so damn much” he says into the crook of your neck. “Please, please don’t leave” he nearly begged. You nodded sleepily, smiling a bit, “Don’t be scared, I’m not leaving you, I’m right here” you mumble into the fabric of his t-shirt, snuggling further into his warmth.

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