The clocks read 2am as I got up from my comfortable chair and stretched myself, my bones made that cracking sound from sitting in one position way too long. I have a History exam tomorrow,well today anyway and I was nowhere prepared. I didn't even know until Madison texted me.
These few months have been really rough. Meeting Quinn was the most unexpected things that happened to me. I know that everything should not revolve around Quinn but no matter what, I can't resist. He told me about his past and I was perplexed on how beautiful people have shitty things happen to them. Even after everything, I promised him that I will always be there for him.
Yes, I was that hopelessly in love. If you asked me months ago if hopelessly in love Emma existed, I would have scoffed and told you to eff off. Quinn really changed everything.
Ugh, Its 2 am and I am thinking about the grand love of my life.
These exams are going to be the death of me.
My phone beeps on the table, pulling me from my tired thoughts. I pick it up and unlock the screen.
One message from Quinn. It was odd, Quinn never messaged me at this time of hour.
I am sorry
I AM SORRY
I didn't know what was happening but I felt really scared. I quickly call him and it went straight to voicemail.
whats wrong? are you alright?? I am worried.
I thought that I could do this. That I could love you, but I just keep messing up. fuck, you were the most amazing thing that happened to me and I just can't do anything for once. you are so beautiful and it hurts Emma. everything fucking hurts. everything and I cant take it anymore.
I run across the room and grab my coat and my car keys.
Quinn, please pick up your phone! I am so worried
I was almost out of the door when my phone buzzed in my hand.
I can't
quinn, dont do anything stupid okay. i fucking love you. I am coming over right now so please dont do anything okay?PLEASE! I love you too Quinn. We will go through this together. I need you for fucks sake. pick up your phone please. tell me you wont do anything. please
please promise me.
Okay
He lied.
A/N : This was way before 'the call' in case you were confused. so here, Emma tell Quinn that she loves him and in 'the call' , he admits that he loves her the first time. I know that its a short update but I have exams coming up. I wont update till may because that's when all the exams and my suffering ends.
I also would like to introduce you to this gem of a movie and book Me,Earl and the dying girl. I literally sobbed the entire time and the movie was amazing and real too. So check it out and if you already read or saw the movie, do tell me what you liked about it!
bold: QUINN
italics: Emma
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RomanceIts not the goodbye that hurts but the flashbacks that follow. cover by:@muskaanshrivastavaa