Is it really the end?

Part 16

Louis.p.o.v

I've fucked it all up

Everything

Everything is all fucked up!

Harry came back yesterday

But I've lost him..

Harry is suffering memory loss and the doctor said if he does not get his memory back in the next few days

Then he would have lost it forever

He is making progress...

He remembers being a part of a boy band

And he is beginning to remember some names

Such as niall for some reason he remembers niall

He remembers xfactor

And again he remembers niall

Why was niall so important to remember

He was my bestfriend

My beautiful bestfriend

Yet to him all I am is a member of the band he is in

Harry is allowed to leave hospital today,

And he has asked niall if he could move in with him

I'm upset he chose niall

I had a feeling that harry would maybe want to go back to my house where we both lived

But harry doesn't remember living with me.. Heck he doesn't even remember me

It's upsetting watching someone you love

Just slip through your fingers

But there's nothing you can do about it

It's just everything me and harry have been through

Caroline and her whole "want to be a cougar stage"

And then "miss I'm feeling 22 but really I look like a drowned rat.. Taylor swift "

Everything I have had to deal with

Managment making him go on dates with celebrities that well noone even likes

Me having a girlfriend who I don't know anything about

( I don't even know her middle name )

See whereas with harry I know everything

Everything about Harry Edward Styles

He uses bumble seaweed shampoo to wash his hair

He normall wears Calvin Klein

His favourite shoes are the brown boots I brought him two years ago

He said he will never trow away his black skinny jeans

He has a secret obsession with ketchup

I know everything

Everything down to his favourite restaurant

And where he goes if he gets upset

We were meant to be together

There's no doubt about it

But I feel as if it's too late now

What if he never remembers me?

What if I live forever alone ?

Because harry is the only one

I know he is

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Harrys p.o.v

I'm leaving today

I get to finally get out of the little bed they have had me locked up

I have even had help to the toilet

Which I may I say isn't the most comfortable feeling

When your trying to piss and you can feel someone's presence behind you

I need to have a shower

Because I was not showering here when there was the possibility that I would be followed in by a doctor

I wouldn't mind if he was a charming chap but I highly doubt it

They all seem to old and hairy

The brunette boy was back earlier but he was on his own

We just spoke about niall really

He asked why I only remembered him

He seemed hurt

I can't stop thinking about that boy .. Louis his name was

Very good looking, makes my heart melt when I see him

I've been awake for a day and I already have a crush

I'm leaving to nialls

In a minute

I'm abit scared to be out

It's feels as if it's been for ages

Even if it has only been 2 weeks