Is it really the end?

Part 17

Nialls p.o.v

Harry is on his way to mine,

And were all here to surprise him

I've made his room just how it was at the xfactor house

I'm happy that harry remembers me

I feel as if we had a special friendship

Harrys p.o.v

I feel as if more of my memory is back

Liam seems to be remembered in my head

I remember how when we went fishing and when we went away for the day to the museum

I feel as if he was like a big brother to me

I can't wait to remember everyone else

And louis I can't wait to remember to louis

I want to know how our friendship was

Maybe just maybe we were amazing friends because I can feel I like him already

I'm here at the door and I can hear noises from inside telling people to shh

I opened the door to them all jumping out at me

It was so beautiful to see them all care

Louis .p.o.v.

I'm gonna speak to harry tonight about remembering me

I best speak soon though because he has already headed straight for the drink

He's already had 4 shots of vodka with 6 cans of beer

He's gonna be gone soon

Especially as harry can't handle his drink

Harrys .p.o.v

I can see louis watching me

And I want to talk to him about him

To Maybe help my memory

To make sure that he can maybe remember me

I have been awake for 2 days now and I can't remember him

I don't have much Time to try remember much

Louis .p.o.v

Me and harry have gone upstairs for a talk

I can tell he's tipsy

But he seems to know what he is talking about it

We walk into his room and he shuts the door and sits on the bed

I sat next to him

"So louis, tell me about us so I can remember "

What do I tell him, do I say we were in love ?

"You were my bestfriend harry, we did everything together"

Harry moved closer to me

So there was no gap

I felt slightly nervous

He leant over and whispered

"Is that all we were?"

I felt the shiver down my spine

Harry has a smirk sitting in his face as he puts his hand on my knee

He knows I'm getting excited

He is teasing me

"Look harry we were"

I was cut off to lips attached to mine

I could taste the beer on his breathe

But I wasn't complaining

Our lips fought for dominance as his tongue traced my bottom lip for entrance

I pulled back speechless

I sat there with tears in my eyes

Because harry is drunk he didn't mean to do it

Just a horny drunk 19 year old

He doesn't even remember me remember us

"I want to remember you louis"

The tear escaped my eye as I smiled at him,

I can't handle the fact that harry remembers everyone but me

Why me why would he forget me

I guess he wanted to forget the pain

I will do anything to make harry remember me anything

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Harrys .p.o.v

I sat at the end of the bed confused

I could feel chemistry between us and he pulled away...

I touched his shoulder to comfort him

But he pushed me off

I was confused

Have I hurt him?

I heard him sniffle

So I stood up to walk beside him

"No don't harry, please just don't "

I stood there, with a broke feeling

The feeling of when someone just lets you down

"Harry I can't do this anymore, I can't keep pretending that I have this beautiful girlfriend"

"You have a girlfriend?"

I began to think and I couldn't remember her, but I don't remember louis either

"no I don't because I never did! She was a lie, all the past year has been a lie! Everything has been a lie..

Harry I fucking love you! I fucking love you so much!

More then friends more then anyone could love anyone but you don't seem to understand because you don't remember me, you don't remember anything about me..

You don't remember how you would tickle me if I was upset just to make me laugh,

How you would sit on me if I was being stubborn

How every morning I would wake up to a kiss on the cheek and eggs on toast

How you would sing along to me singing in the shower,

How you would make sure I was always happy

How you would deliberately be a pest to Paul just to make me laugh

And how you would never fail to make me smile

But harry you don't remember any of this and I can't do it anymore...

I'm leaving harry "

And with that he was gone

I didn't have enough time to tell him

About how the kiss we shared made me tingle

About how my heart was racing twice the normal speed

About how when I was with him the smile of my face was bigger then ever

And how I loved him...

How I remembered every single piece of louis

Down the part of his phobia for feet

I loved him and I did all this just to get him back, pretending that I didn't remember him

But it hasn't worked

Because this time I've really lost him for good