Is it really the end?

Part 11

Harrys p.o.v

The bottle of whisky sat on the side, I scuffled through the cabinets to find what I had been searching for

I had finally found the cure all my pain

See the whole new harry didn't work

The only think that would work was this...

I've found the pen I needed to write my note

Dear louis,

I hate having to call you that now, louis that is... I miss my Lu, my boobear, see louis it's too much to to handle heck I had a dream about you the other day you were in a car accident but you still loved me and it made me realise that when I'm asleep your mine so maybe I should sleep forever because your my happy ending louis

I wrote a song for you it's called half a heart see I only have the chorus so far but maybe you will finish it off for me

only half a blue Skye

Kinda there but not quite

I'm walking round with just one shoe

I'm Half a heart without you

Remember when I left my shoe at yours and I only had one that was a good memory

There is on more part to the chorus

I'm half a man at best

With half an arrow in my chest

I miss everything we do

I'm half a heart without you

The song is our song louis don't forget

And hey boo don't give up on one direction they need you, Eleanor needs you, everyone needs you because without you there is no sun louis you are our sunshine

Cheesy that sounded but it's true and one last thing louis don't forget, don't forget how much I loved you and how you were my everything

Heck don't forget me

Love h x

I signed the letter with a streaming down my face

I had to finish this once and for all it was for the best

I took the container of tablets and swallowed one by one slowly

I started to lose view until I was laying on the floor staring at the ceiling waiting to die