Smile The Pain Away...

Chapter 18 : Can't Catch A Break

Eliza

-- 1 Week later

"Chrissssssssss you play to much, move so i can take a shower.'' i whined, he's gonna make us late to school. He smirked before leaving a sloppy kiss on my forehead and getting off of me. I screeched in disgust and punched him in the chest. "Why did you do that!?" He shrugged before leaving out of my room so i could get dress.

Even though he seen me nude, my father had some rules set up when it comes to me and Chris, Chris can't be in the room when im showering or nude , we can't have sex when he's home (who would do that?), and we have to use protection.and of course we knew that. After my shower, I got dress in some jeans and a light blue v neck. Since my hair was looking decent, i just threw on a black beanie on top of my head and pushed my nerd glasses up my face. I walked to the mini mirror i had and applied some clear lip gloss. I guess today is a simple day.. Even though i have a feeling something is going to happen but ive been feeling this way for years. it couldn't be that bad.

On the way out of my room i grabbed my phone and hobo bag. I made my way towards christopher who was outside in his car honking the horn when he's the reason we late. I checked my phone while walking to the car and its only 7:54, yeah we're going to be late late.

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School went by pretty fast. People were still trying to give their input saying how they're always there for me and they don't even know my name. I smiled and thanked them even though it was getting on my last nerve. Right now, me,charlie,Chris and his friends were all at lunch. it was dead silence. Michael hasn't been speaking or making jokes to keep us in tears. Something was bugging him but he hasn't spoken to us for the last week or so. Today was the first time we've had spent some type of time with him, he'll always say he has something to do and we'll just shrug it off.

"Michael whats wrong?" I asked, I must scared him because he jumped and dropped his burger onto his plate. "I-m fine" he said unsure. I looked at him with a concern eye just for him to look up at me with pleading eyes saying drop it. "I'm fine just don't worry about it alright?" I nodded before biting another piece of my sub. I looked back up at Ty, his body was tense and his face had guilt all over it. Well, whatever he did hopefully he'll get over it.

When lunch was over, Michael was the first one out the room. I looked at Chris and he just shrugged his shoulders. I let out a sigh and walked with Charlie to our next period that i didn't share with Chris. When we made it to our seats, i took out my notebook and stared out the window.

"Class, we have a new student. Logan Ramson.. Make him feel welcome." I looked up to see him, Jesse son. He looked at me and smiled then waved. I had nothing against him, i met him when i was fourteen, But his mother kept him away from Jesse. I didn't know why but i heard he moved to Long island or something.

He sat down in front of me and turned around. "Eli i missed you, hows everything? i haven't seen you in years. Hows my dad and your mom?" He asked.

"I Missed you too, but your dad in prison and my mom, she dead. So everything great i guess. I'm living with my father"

He looked confused. "My dad in prision, what he do?"

"Raped me for five years... got me pregnant ten times , and beat me into miscarriages or made me get abortions. so yeah." I said playing with my nails. I'm over the situation, he's gone.

"Damn, i see where the beating are from, thats why my mom didnt let me near him anymore. but he deserved it how did your mom die?"

"Suicide."

"Really? she seem so happy,"

"She was a happy bitch i guess. She killed herself from guilt.. told jesse to rape me when i was thirteen.. so yeah she planned my hell..."