Smile The Pain Away...

Chapter 4 : Study Buddy

Chapter 4 

Eliza POV


Getting back home it was only 5:30 , it didn't seem like I was gone long if you consider an hour and thirty minutes a long time. Unlocking the front door to my mother pacing around the front room. "Ma im home" I said walking into the kitchen , must been thinking very hard if she didn't notice I walked in.

"Explain the Abortions ELIZA!" my mom questioned.

"No hey sweetie , how your feeling? How do you think I feel about you finding out? But the thing is I cant tell you at the moment. Ill tell you when I gain enough courage to do so. But I have to go"


"And where are you going exactly?"

"Next door , I have to work on this assignment with this boy Chris"

"is this the boy you've been fooling around with? The one made you get the abortions?" she accused.

"No mom do you want him to come over so you can play 21 questions with him? I barely know him I never spoke to him ever!"

"No, your not going anywhere until you explain to me why you got the abortions? Who got you pregnant! Explain to me Eliza!" my mother  screamed "im ashamed of you! I raised you better then being a hoe!"

That really hurt ; hearing it from my mom, " im done , I cant explain it to you just yet.. I cant believe you called me a hoe because im far from it! Im sorry mom if I not what you wanted me be but I just want you to know that I couldn't do anything to stop what happened. And it still happens. Im just afraid. I cant tell nobody. And Christopher is trying his hardest to figure out what's wrong with me. Ill tell you soon but not now.. Just give me some time. Im going give you your space and im going to go to my dads house for the weekend okay? But when I tell you ... you have to believe me"


She started crying " okay.." she whispered before pulling me into an hug. Jesse came downstairs  staring at me . " Eliza im very disappointed that you did this.. To yourself and most importantly to your mother!" he said . I shot a look at him. He caused this.. All of it. Every single thing. The injuries , bruises, the abortions. Miscarriages , every thing! I wish I can say something.  I got my book bag and left.

Getting to Chris house which was right next door ; I knocked on the door two times. Couple seconds later a short lady comes out to the door. She smiled " Hi sweetie what your name?" she asked kindly.

"Eliza"

"oh you're here for Christopher ? He's right inside. But im Joyce ,Chris Mother you can call me momma or momma j"

I nodded and smiled she let me inside and I just stood there like an idiot. I had a small nervous feeling about being here. But I just pushed it to the side. I had enough problems already. And I didn't have time for thinking about an relationship.

"Sweetie you can sit down Chris should be down in a bit" she said exiting the front room.


" CHRISTOPHER MAURICE BROWN! GET YOUR YELLOW  BIG BIRD LOOKING ASS DOWN HERE YOU HAVE A GUEST !" Joyce yelled making me jump and giggle "yellow big bird looking ass?" but How could a women so little have such a powerful voice.

I heard him running down the steps with his book bag over his shoulder, he must of took an shower and changed since like 30 minutes ago.

"Ma you didn't need to yell damn!" he said

"Boy watch your mouth in my house and especially when you speak to me. And I don't want to hear you talking to this young lady like that either."

"Okay ma!" he mumbled walking over to me and sitting down. "How you feeling?"

"ehh, I'm not crying no more I guess that good. But less talking about me lets do this work" I said quickly I really wanted to get off the topic . It took us a hour to finish like 40 questions plus a diagram. When we got done we just joked and talked.

"Why do you reject so many niggas at school?" Chris asked.

I chuckled "Because I don't trust certain niggas.. I only have one friend ; I think you know who I'm talking about"

"that girl who was starring at me? Seems like she wanted to tackle me or some shit" he laughed.

"Pretty much.. But tell me why your different from what I heard?"

He looked at me " What you mean ma?"

"Most girls go crazy after you because your some kind of bad boy or some shit. They say your rude and mean sometimes which means they go after you more and get exposed more."

"Ohh you talking about the hoes ; I treat them how they act , they meet breezy and you met Christopher ; the real me" he smiled.

I returned the gesture " hopefully I wont meet breezy."

"Like I said breezy is for hoes and your not a hoe . Christopher is somebody only certain people seen ; my mom ,Tyga well Michael , Seiko , heather , and the rest of my crew. And you"

I blushed. "Well Christopher ; I guess I'll see you tomorrow at school ?" I said packing my things. I really liked talking to him. He was different.

"Sure thing beautiful , you need a ride tomorrow? Its not a big deal since you live next door" he chuckled.

"Sure thank you Chris" I smiled pulling my bag over my shoulder. He pulled my chin up so I was looking up at him a smile came onto his face . I guess he decided to walk me to my house even though I only live like a couple feet away. When we got to my porch we just chatted a bit. "We'll talking to you was nice ; I'm actually smiling for something thank you Chris." I said kissing his cheek. "no problem I'll see you in the morning." I nodded and opened the front door.  Well back to my real life..

At least my mother here and Jesse can't do anything. But I will end this madness.  I need to for my own good.