LOVE ON THE BRAIN

LOVE ON THE BRAIN PART 8

"Bitch get the fuck off me," Black yelled, as he spit in her face. Daisy gets up, "No need to yell baby I'm not nearly finished with you yet," she said walking around his chair circling him. I'll be back. Daisy left the warehouse.

Black threw his chair to the floor. Shay? Shay, baby you ok? "Man I should have never fell for that bitch shit," Standing up with a wounded shoulder. "Fuck," I groaned picking up Black's chair. I flicked the knife open. "You know what Black, you got some fucking explaining to do," I said pointing the knife in his face. "I know baby I will, just cut my ties, when we get out of here we gone talk about it," he said nervously. Nooooo, I want to know now and if you fucking lie to me I'll slit your throat right here. "Shay, calm down" Black said pleading. "Tell the truth, all of it, you are always up to some shit," I screamed at him! Why do I let myself love you and all you do is hurt me in the end? "It's because you know I love you too," Black said crying . Every decision I made was for a better chance at us. I may have made some bad ones but it was for you baby. "Black, you saying a whole lot of nothing right now," I said threatening him. "I'll tell you everything," Black said putting his head down.

I'm sorry Shay, I fucked up and Lex got pregnant. I didn't want the baby because I had a feeling her and Mike was fucking around on me. I told her she better figure something out because I'm not claiming it. She lied and told Mike we never had sex and that it was his baby. She threatened Mike; if he didn't give her a check every month she would tell Tweet and I "the truth." Mike was fine with it the arrangement. I agreed for Lex and I to fake a relationship so that she could get her checks and give me half. That's why I was always available to you and she did anything for me. The baby wasn't here yet, so we never received a check. I felt like she owed me for all the lies and suffering. So before we left the house I took her bank card. I didn't know her cousin, Daisy, had given her a loan. Daisy heard that her cousin was dead and I was in her city spending money ; she put everything together.

I started crying.
"I'm not finished, Shay" said Black.

Jayla is my child. Me and Tweet got drunk one night after the game and fucked about a year and a half ago.  Few weeks later from then, she text me and told me she was pregnant, right after we had just agreed to have an abortion. I couldn't do that to you. Tweet hated herself for it too. I told Tweet to fuck Mike and tell him it was his, so that the baby can stay in the family. It covered both of our asses. The story I told you was what we told everyone. I lied to you and you have every reason to want to kill me, I'm sorry.

Black how could you fuck my best friend!? Then you made me believe that I killed her for nothing. I was depressed, in my feelings because I killed that hoe and this what you tell me!?   "I asked you if that was your baby and you lied to me," I said hysterical. "I know baby I was drunk and deceived you, please forgive me," Black begged. "If you didn't want all of these babies Black, why do you want me pregnant ," I asked throwing my hands up? You don't understand Shay, I've done all of this because I want your baby. I wanted the first baby, but you didn't want it so I respected your decision. Baby untie me so I can help you, your losing too much blood. I let him loose, my adrenaline was wearing off and the pain was started to kick in. I knew heart broken or not, I still needed him. "This is not the end of this conversation," I told Black as he lowered me to the floor.

My shoulder wasn't the only thing hurting. I ignored the cramping in my lower stomach like I ignored the fact I hadn't had a period in two months. I suspected I was pregnant, but wasn't sure. I didn't want to tell Black because I thought he was with Lex. It's why I couldn't share him any longer. If he didn't want me, then I didn't want this baby and I was going to get another abortion if I was pregnant. Either way, It's still Black's child, but the risk of losing our baby became a lot higher with the stress of everything going on. Hearing him speak like this about our unborn was bittersweet. I wasn't ready to tell him that I might already be pregnant from us fucking before. I wasn't ready to tell him that I was hurting and something didn't feel right.

Until he looked over at me and said, "Baby, why you bleeding between your legs?"