Truth of horrid choices

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I wake up in the nurse's office. I look around and the nurse finally notices I'm up. She comes rushing toward me with a brace. "Hi sweetie" She says sweetly. "What happened?" I ask rubbing my head. "You fell and sprained your wrist and your head was bleeding. Do you remembered what happened?" She responds. I shake my head "No," I lie. The nurse starts to put the brace on my wrist when someone walks in. "Hello Mrs. Tan. Is s-" The guy finally notices me and perks up. The man has red hair and is really tall. Too tall. "Ah, Mr. Seth(I ran out of names so I Googled one😂.)" The nurse says. "Are you alright?" Seth asks me. I nod. "You may leave Kai" The nurse says. I get up and leave, Seth behind me. "Thanks" I say. "No problem. I saw you on the floor so I took you to the office. Do you know what happened?" He says. "Don't tell anyone but Matt smashed my head on the locker and I fell on my wrist." I respond, Seth's eyes widening. "That must of hurt. I'm going to hurt Matt when I-" "No! It didn't hurt at all. He deserves me beating him again" I interrupt. Seth nods. Since it was the end of school we decide to hang out at my house.

Once we get there Seth starts shaking. "What's wrong?" I ask worriedly. "Your o-one of u-us." He stutters. I then see what he is looking at. The note. I take it and hide it. "What is that supposed to mean?" I ask. "You know them. Right?" Seth whispers. I nod. He sighs in relief "We are going to get along just fine!" I stare at him. "You don't care that I am one?" I ask. He shakes his head "I don't care. As long as we get through this together"

I stare at him. Once that thing was over we talked and Seth then had to leave. I said goodbye and went to bed.

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I wake up and get ready like usual. I walk to school and see Seth talking to his friends. Sometimes I wonder why he, the most popular guy in school, would talk to me. He sees my presence and walks away from his friends toward me. "Hey" Seth greets. I just nod. "Why don't you talk at school." I motion him to look behind him and he does. Stares. I hate that. He looks back at me and nods. We start to walk to class. "If you need anything come to me at lunch" Seth says. I nod and we part ways. Once I turn the corner I'm slammed in a locker.

"Hey nerd" A high pitched sound says. I look at the sight. It was a girl with white hair and had like fifty pounds of makeup on. "Stay away from Seth. He's my boyfriend" She says. "Last I checked he is single. But I don't care about that" I say. She punches me in the face. "Don't get any ideas bish" She says. The girl then leaves me on the floor. Soon the bell rings and people just walk past me. This helps my depression. I get up and get in class before the tardy bell rings.

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After I walk home from school I go to the bathroom with a knife. One, two, three. Switch. One, two, three. The blood comes out of my wrists signaling that I have done enough. I clean the knife and put it away. I then clean the blood and go to my room. Pills. Pills. I find my pills and take them. I don't know why I need these. I could just overdose anytime I want to die I guess. I look around my room. I sit thinking about my horrid truth and choice. How could I make such a lousy choice? The choice that lead to this horror.