Soccer Romance

Discoveries and coping.

I've learned to cope with not seeing his Angel like face, but I don't understand why I haven't seen him at Church. I've found other things to do during the mean time. And it's sad to say. I have a boyfriend. There is this awfully cute and sweet guy at my school. And he asked me out. I said yes and we've been going strong for 2 months. I haven't seen Matt in over 2 1/2.
It just might be time to move on. This doesn't mean that I don't think about him from time to time, but I'm happy here. I guess.
A loving boyfriend. Doing well in school. Winter is almost over... Life is looking sweet... I still look forward to Wednesday, even if... Well I don't see Matt. I'm going tonight and I'm excited. we're having a boy and girl lock in and It seems like it's going to be fun.

At the Lock in:

Luna and I walk in expecting nothing more than what we see every Wednesday, but today was different. Even though I have a boyfriend, my eyes always search for Matt in a crowd. Even though I know that no matter how many times I scan I will never see the bundle of cuteness waiting for me with that smirk on his face. My eyes dart back and forth and there he is. Pure perfection. I only see his flaming hair at first, but I catch a glimpse of his beautiful face after the crowd of youth parts. He obviously sees me too, red hair and all, because he waves and smiles.

I don't really know what to do now. Parker, my boyfriend is as sweet as can be, but I feel like we aren't meant to be, okay, now I can go out with Matt. One problem. Maybe more. We don't go to the same school and he is a grade younger than me, but his maturity level may or may not be higher. That's the thing. I don't know him that well and it seems to me as if he is mature, but maybe when we really get to know each other he's an immature brat. This situation is more complex than... I'm not even sure.

He walks over to me with that gorgeous half smile and almost slurrs "Hey, long time no see!" I stutter back at him and say "yeah! Good, you?" He looks at me and laughs a genuine laugh. I'm not sure whether I'm supposed to be confused or not, at least he makes an attempt to continue the conversation, but the thing he said next caught me off guard and I was left in shock.

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I'm so very sorry. School has been in the way and we have had a tonne of family issues, but nevermind that. I think these chapters are going to be short from now on, but a lot more frequent. Again, I apologize.