(Completed) Sadness

Part 1 - Leaving Another

Listen to 'Heal' by tom Odell

I stood in the rain before the winter day i wish would never happen, the day i would be left alone, to my own devices and to my thoughts of the one i dread of losing. And i would have never though he would be the one to break my heart.

He stood before me. His delicate dark brown fur rustled with the wind in contrast to his deep blue features. He looked at me in the eyes reflecting my sorrow for not being better to him. He gently placed his paw onto my shoulder holding me like we used to. He has a look of sadness in leaving me feeling distort as he took a step away.

I pulled him into one last graceful hug, feeling his warm fur of which i dare miss already as i released him. He gave me warm smile. The smile i missed so very much as he slowly made his was to the cab parked patently against the curb.

As he walked away, he left me cold and alone in the rain. Never to love or be loved.

Placed his bags in the back before hoping in. The driver started the car before driving of as he gave me one last wave goodbye. Tears filled my eyes as i was left, once again with nothing, back to where i started, never achieving anything than what i am.

Unloved and alone.

The rain fell more harshly, causing me to shiver. I began to walk home by my self, past many memories.

Our first date, our first kiss, our first love.

The wind rushed past me causing be to stumble. I had lost felling in my legs as he left, making me footing unsure.

I found a lonely bench, like me unloved and uncared for. I made my way to it. Taking off my jacket leaving it on the ground as i laid down.The felling of wanting this all to end overwhelmed me.

The bench was a cold metal with vivid scares of graphite. I curled up holding my legs to my chest as i wrap my tail around them. Tears at a constant flow, washed away by the rain. The feeling of cold overtaking my body, as strangers walked past unwilling too know the pain.

I wiped my face as I remembered the bright red colours of the tail lights as faded into the distance.

I closed my eyes, clearing my mind of any other thoughts and remembering the love as i let the life drift from me.

To lose the ones closes to you is like losing yourself in your thoughts of memories.

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