BIG things in a SMALL world #wattys2017

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All day his words have been playing in my mind, I tell the girls about it and all Michelle can say is No he kissing on his barbie and No he broke up with you now he has to pay for his stupidity, although I hear what's she's saying I can't get him out of my head

I'm sitting on the balcony listening to the sounds of nature not thinking about anything, I've locked myself up in the room since coming back from the lakes. I feel so drained

Knock knock

I turn and Mama walks in

"My dear tell me everything" she says as she sits down beside me

"I don't know Mama, I just feel so lost"

"Hmm do you love this American?"

"I wouldn't say love Mama, he has only kissed me"

She has a proud look on her face

"And, how does he treat you?"

"Well we haven't spent much time together outside of the office or apart from every time I go out with the girls"

"What about Italy? How was he there?"

A small smile tugs at my mouth

"He was so gentle and caring Mama and it gave me butterflies" a tear escapes from me

"Well all that I have concluded so far from what you have told me, he is something special" she pauses

"Go to him bub, I have a feeling that this is will blossom something beautiful."

"What about you Mama?"

"Oh hush, it's about time you became selfish and think about yourself now. Come, the feast is ready"

*

We came down stairs and the house is full of people surrounding the table with so much food, enough to feed New Zealand's Navy (lol)

The evening is full on laughs, inhuman burps and just genuine love

"Oh my god I think I'm coming here to die!" Megan groan with her hand on the stomach

"Why the hell would you say that" Lucy exclaimed

"Coz this food is the shizz!" Michelle states

"Damn right, I think we should kidnap Mama Kathy and take her with us"

"You will do no such thing!" Michael says to Megan

She just pouts while Mama chuckles

"So, you kids can go back to your America tomorrow and you will look after my girl, and take her to no more parties" Mama says so sternly

The girls gasp and I look straight at Mama

"Mama no! I came home for a reason"

"Yes you did my dear and now there is no more reason!" She gives me a pointed look

"Are you hearing me!" She says

"Yes Mama" I whisper

"Good. Now you girls go and pack and gets some rest, we have a long journey tomorrow morning"

"Yes Ma'am" they say politely and excuse themselves

*

I just finished packing my stuff when all the girls barged in my room

"So is it true, you coming back with us?" Michelle asks

I sigh heavily "Yes, it seems Mama is trying to play match maker"

"Are you sure you want to come, but also go back to Will?" Megan asks

"I won't be coming back for him, I will be going back for the same reason I came in the first place. To explore and doing something big with my life, you know" I state

The all nod in agreement

"As long as your okay" Lucy says

"Yeah and we totally got your back" Michelle says

"GROUP HUUUUGG!!" Megan shouts

We all chuckle but none the less form a group hug.

Settled down into my bed I turn off the lamp and get some sleep ready for tomorrow

*

Omg!!! Carrie Fisher 😭😭😭 all time favourite trilogy.. massive Star Wars freak here !!! R.I.P beautiful