Why Me?

What Are You Doing To Me?

~Hey beans! I just wanted to drop by and say thank you for the support! I'm so appreciative of it all. I love you guys so much!~

What is this? Every time you touch me my heart stops. And this isn't some fanboy moment, no, this is something else... something... different. I don't know how to describe it... but it's enjoyable.

I feel this odd burning sensation when you touch me, but when you remove your hand, that part of me is ice cold. What the hell is this shit? Are you God? Is this what being close to a king feels like? Please.. tell me.

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I talked to Yuuko today.. She told me I was falling in love with you.. Is this true? Am I falling in love with you? Viktor.. Do you love me? Is this why you're doing it? Everything that you're doing, is it because you love me? Impossible.

I can't believe I thought that you could love someone like me. Ha.. How stupid of me. I'm sorry..
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I can't sleep. I haven't been able to for a few days. Heh.. Yu-chan was right. I'm falling for you.. More and more everyday. I guess I'm still in denial for the most part but yeah.. I am.

I know that I love you. But I want to know if you love me.. Do you, Viktor? Please say you do.. I'd love to find out, but again, my inner self is hitting the panic alarm. Why am I doing this to myself. God Dammit, Viktor.. What are you doing to me?

I really am at an all time low..

(Just had to~)