I admit I pushed them down the rabbit hole.
There is a thrill of the bad things that I have done, but along with it is unexplainable.
What I can say, it is complicated.
The feeling in my heart called guilt.
I always feel like this, it comes to me without fault.
Maybe it is because I don't want to but I can't get rid of it.
It haunts me.They say sinners can repent but
I have sinned and cannot undo it.
Amends and confessions are out of the question for someone like me.
I can't change what I have done, nor ask for forgiveness.
Unable to wash away the sins committed like a scar that refuses to heal.
Clinging to the last of my sanity and praying that this works.
My crime, you will embrace instead of fearing.
Am I insane for saying?
"You will too if you were me."
Push them down the rabbit hole.
-Author Note-
Merry Late Christmas!
Very short chapter because I wanted this to be in the perspective of someone other than Arisa.
From their point of view...On why they push others down the rabbit hole.
I have been busy with part time work and holidays so...
I have lots of time now so I can write<3
Please forgive me for not updating this sooner.
The next chapter coming out is
-Lost in a world they don't belong-
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