Dumb diary

holiday

Seriously, holiday is suck. I'm not lying guys. Well, i don't have any money(ada la sikit) to chillin' out with my friends. I don't want to ask my parents for money though. Haih, mereput dalam bilik is the worst thing! Damn it! Fml. My mom literally merajuk dengan aku. Just because i just do my own thing in this house. Look, i do the house chores but i follow my own time to do it. Biar lambat asalkan buat rite? But my mom want it to be a.s.a.p. Haih. I didn't know what to do in this holiday. I got a week off but all i do is eating, watching some movies, do the house chores, and then repeat. Fuck i'm so fuckin' bored! Can i just go out and enjoy myself like everyone else did? (Ya you don't have any money dumb ass) Fuck myself. What should i do? With my parents yang both of them suka mengeluh, i just hate to hear that. You know macam kau ada buat salah and all of it just because of me. I'm the cause to every problems that they'd face! WTH!!!! Can you feel me? I envy those people yang pergi short vacay dengan member sana sini while i'm here mereput dalam rumah for a week. Bukannya parents tak bawak jalan langsung but you know, hangin' out with friends lain dengan parents. Hm. I do stalk my ex (tak stalk pun sebab story, tweets and wtv it is keluar dekat news feed). He's chillin' out with his friends. Untungla kaya, haih why why why. Did he go out with his gf? Hm, i wonder. Agak agaknya kan, berapa lama eh dia boleh stay dengan awek dia tu. I do go out with him once lepas break, and he used this word "kita kan kawan" Fuck you man ;) haih, he do ws me and ask bila nak bawak dia keluar lagi. Nanti bila keluar dok ws manjang dengan awek dia bodo baik takyah keluar. Okay aku malas type bye!