Ashtrays And Heartbreaks

Prologue: Unexpected Breakup On New Years

Dedication to: Rabiya, for being an awesome mate to the both of us. Thank You. We love u <3 :*

Picture of Bell to the side…

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I stared at myself in the mirror, satisfied with the way I look. I was currently wearing a simple knee length white dress that made my tanned legs look longer. The dress was short and had a criss-cross affect all over it. A white material flows from the back, giving it an elegant look. I accessorised the dress with silver bangles as well as a ring, and finished off the look with silver heels, which added a touch of glamour to my overall look. My long brown, black highlighted hair was straightened.

I know you’re all probably wondering why I’m dressed so fancy. Well, today is my 4th Anniversary and me and my boyfriend Jake are going out to dinner, so I am quite ecstatic about today. My thoughts were interrupted by my phone beeping, it was text from Jake:

“Meet me at La’Paris. I have a surprise for you beautiful x”

I smiled at the text and the butterflies in my stomach decided to throw a little party. I replied with a simple “Okay x” and headed out.

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I pulled up to the restaurant and as I walk in, my eyes meet with the familiar sexy face. Might I just mention how he looks rather dashing? As he smiles his hypnotising smile at me, his eyes sparkle under the moonlight, making me melt instantly. I was deeply in love with Jake. We have been dating for 4 years now and it has been the best experience. Jake is caring, charismatic, sweet and definitely a gentleman. We have not once done the deed in the past 4 years.

Yeah, I know. You think I’m crazy. 

But I’m not, and Jake has been very patient with me. And that’s why today, on New Years Eve and on my 4th Anniversary, I have made the decision to give myself up to him.

I approach the front door of the restaurant only to have Jake open the door for me. He gave me a soft sweet kiss on my forehead and guided me towards our table…

Okay. Words can’t describe how beautiful and romantic our table looked.

Red rose petals were scattered all over the silk table cloth on the table top, the word ‘love’ was written on the table and a simple candlelight was placed in the middle. As I slowly walked closer to the table, I noticed a small tiffany box with mine and Jake’s initials written on it, with the words ‘forever and always’ underneath it.

Jake walked ahead of me, pulled out a chair and waited for me to sit on it, before sitting on his own chair opposite mine. Once we both sat down, we engaged in small talk and ordered our dinner. After we finished off our food, I led Jake to the back of the building and let him know about my intentions. First he was slightly hesitant, but then he agreed after I told him that I was sure of my decision.

And that’s how we ended up in a five-star hotel on New Year’s Eve, at 11:40pm.

As soon as we enter our room, lust got the better of both of us and we rip each others clothes off, leaving our underwear on. Four years of desire came crashing down on us and we made out like there’s no tomorrow. Jake kissed me with passion, then moved down to suck on my neck, in my sensitive spot. A moan escapes my mouth and I tangle my hands in his hair, as pleasure got the better of me. Outside, I can hear the countdown for New Years begin,

10…

Jake opens my bra which only takes him 3 seconds

7…

He kisses me on my forehead

6…

He takes my thong off within 3 seconds, then quickly moves to take his boxers off

2…

When there’s exactly one second left to New Years, we get positioned and…

1

As soon as the clock struck twelve, we reach our climax.

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When I open my eyes the next morning, I see the sun shining brightly outside. The sun rays are beaming through the window and the birds are chirping outside, it’s a beautiful morning. I lay in the bed, admiring the view outside whilst reflecting on last night.

As my boyfriend sleeps besides me snoring away, I gaze down at his beautiful muscular features, then move up to look at his breathtaking lips, which are as soft as a baby’s bottom. I quietly get out of the bed and go to the shower to wash off yesterday’s ‘activities’. Once I finish having my shower, I step out of the bath and get changed, then go and check on Jake. I find the bed already made and see a simple note on the bed. I walk closer and see four words written on it:

It was a mistake

I immediately grab my phone from my bed and furiously dial Jake’s number. He doesn’t pick up. I instantly grab my car keys and rush out of the hotel, ignoring all the annoyed glances I was getting as I push past anyone on my way. As I wonder where I could find the jerk, I remember the place where he usually hangs out.

As I approach the skate park, I notice Jake laughing away without a care in the world with his friends and a few blonde bimbos, who look so fake they make Barbie look real. I park the car and stomp my way towards Jake.

“What the fuck Jake! How could you just leave me after last night? And what the fuck do you mean it was a mistake?!” I furiously scream at him, trying to hold back my tears that are threatening to spill.

“Calm down Bella, and I mean what I said. It was a mistake. It should have not happened. And coming to think of it, I have had waay better and honestly, you were not worth the 4 year wait. I was just using you for sex, nothing else” Jake replied nonchalantly.

I was just using you for sex, nothing else. I have never realised the power a sentence possessed until this very moment. The effect it had on me was unexplainable. All I knew is that those words have the ability to destroy someone’s life. I felt an electric jolt running through my veins, and I realised it was the feeling of sorrow and antagonism. I was completely zoned out on what was surrounding me. When I feel Jake’s warm breath against me, I snap back to reality,

“Bye, whore. I’m done with you. Go get recycled by someone else.”

At the sound of those words, I feel a wet substance roll down my cheek. It was then I realised that I was crying. I never knew love could be so cruel until this very moment. I felt a sharp pain pierce through my chest, it was in my heart. It felt as if someone had just struck a sharp knife through my soul carelessly. I was shattered. And on that very moment, my whole world came crumbling down, as I watched the love of my life walk away from me…

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