Ashtrays And Heartbreaks

Chapter Three: Secrets

It was my turn to update, how y'all doing? it's Muna...

Btw totally short chapter: Writers Block is a bitch... FML

But anywhore, hope u likeyy...Warning:

This chapter contains some offensive context about gay people, please note: I have nothing against gay, lesbian, bisexual.  I ain’t about the judgemental life- hope y’all know that x

Btw Wattpad is being a bitch, like it's decided to rate this as 'R' which I find really dumb, but whatever...

Oh and Btw... Ashtrays&Heartbreaks has to reach 200 reads for another upload!

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-Muna

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-Jakes Pov-

I was not expecting my evening to turn out like this, dinner with Bell and that cock face, Adrian. You might as well give me a one way ticket to hell. I mean seriously? What have I done to the Good Lord to deserve this? I aint no saint, but come on… I fucking hate this.  

And to make matters worse, my phone keeps beeping because of text messages from an unknown number. My thoughts are interrupted by Bell.

“Jake, I'm not going to ask you again, would you like some gravy or not?” she irritably replies.

“Calm those tits girl, but yes I want a piece of you…. Again”  I reply with a cocky smirk on my face.

By the look on her face I can tell she is not in the mood for games and ofcourse, she hasn’t forgiven me for the break up. If only she knew how hard that was on me, if only she knew how much it hurt. If only she knew how much she meant to me… if only she knew how much I love her, but I had to break up with her. 

Because if I didn't, I would be playing with fire. She is an innocent girl, she deserves much better.  

“Fuck you. I'm not giving you nothing, get your own shit” She replies bitterly whilst placing the gravy on the table forcefully, causing some gravy to spill on my white shirt.

I just glare at her not wanting to cause a scene.  Our intense eye contact is interrupted when I hear a cough on other end of the table.  

“ What's your problem?” I spitefully say to Adrian.

“Go suck dick, pussy” He retorts.

“Please, just suck mine. I ain’t been laid in a while and you seem experienced in that department, everyone kinda guessed you’re not on the straight path. Pity your misguided, pretty boy” I reply, sarcasm dripping from every word.

“Soo much sexual tension, Adrian babe. I think you should just stick it up where the sun doesn’t shine in Jake, I guess it’s not only the girls who can't resist your charm. Don’t worry, I can keep a secret”  Bell replies before Adrian, in a sickly sweet voice before winking at the both of us.  

“Shut up bitch, go suck him up, considering you just admitted that all the girls want to do so” I bitterly reply after I realise what Bell was hinting at.

“ Are we jealous? Please, stick it through that thick brain of yours Jake, that you were the one that broke it off with Bell. Actually, enlighten the both of us; Why did you break up with Bell?" Adrian scoffs.

That son of a bitch, what the fuck? He's just made the conversation even more awkward than it already was. The tension in this room: It feels like a whole season of Jerry Springer and Jeremy Kyle in one.

What does he want me to say? 'Oh, I broke it off with Bell because of the type of industry I'm involved in'? If they find her, they’re going to end her. Dafuck bro?

“Hasn’t your momma ever taught you not to stick your nose in where it’s not needed? Orphan Child"  I definitely know very well that that will get to him. Let’s just say, mine and Adrian’s family go way back. Part of this is why I cannot be involved with Bell; It’s a dangerous game.

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-Bells Pov-

 To describe this moment as the worst day of my life would not only be totally cliché, but the understatement of the fucking century. Like, our parents just had to sit in the other dining table, because they thought that we "would be more comfortable to eat together". To be honest with you, sucking a 70 year old homeless man dry seems more appealing to me.

Ugh, now I  sound like a fucking horny underage pervert.

Sitting with two bickering hormonal teenage men seriously does shit to you.  Miraculously, I hear the table go quite, which catches my attention. I look between a smirking Jake and a tense Adrian, who is clenching his jaw.

“Okay, whatever the fuck just happened, I don’t care about it if I'm being completely honest with you" I tell them, wanting to break the tension between them,

"I'm PMS-ING right now and I seriously will make both of you poop your teeth out if you continue this pointless argument. In the mean time, a movie and some desert will do... actually Ben and Jerry’s will do” I tell them both in a threatening voice.

“Yes, ma'am” Jake replies sarcastically, whilst Adrian replies almost a second later,

“Anything for you, beautiful.”

I don’t know what it is, and why it happens, but every time I get a compliment from Adrian, it just feels soo right and normal. I always get this tickling feeling in my stomach.

He genuinely smiles at me and I return it before leaving him and Jake to set up the movie whilst I go and get some Ben and Jerry's from the kitchen.

 I'm casually walking down the corridor when I start hearing noises coming from the kitchen. I stop dead in my track as I see the scene infront of me.

This situation is highly questionable, my stomach feels sickened as fuck.

Jake’s father, and the woman I was supposed to call my mother, are currently eating each others faces whilst my mother lies on the kitchen counter, moaning.

I think I just vomited in my mouth.

But ironically, that’s not what catches my attention. As I stare outside, I notice the same Citroen car from the other day, the one that had hit me and caused me to go to the hospital.

 A dark figure steps out from the car. Unable to identify the mysterious person, I walk towards the window. Before I could recognise the culprit, he notices me and holds my gaze.

I freeze as I notice the person, unable to get out of my trance. He shoots me a wink and perverted smile which makes my heart clench.

Tears start streaming down my face. I speak barely above a wisper...

"Shit, He's back"

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Guys, who do you think 'He' is? and what is Jake's secret?Why did Adrian get soo worked out when Jake called him an Orphan? I am sure his parents were at the dinner party... mmmh?

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