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27 ↣ signs

TRENDING: #OT5ISBACK

@mullingartwinks: honestly I've never cried during an ot5 show than I cried during this one

@NiallerUpdates: Someone said Niall randomly got really pissed and walked to the back of the stage and wouldn't talk to any of the boys.
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@NiallerUpdates: Apparently he's back to normal now? But he's still sitting alone.
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@niallthemuffin: who hurt my baby i stg

@solot5: v curious about what happened with niall tonight ... maybe it was just having zayn back for a night got him emotional?

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It was a shit show.

Well, at least I liked to say so. Not because we were bad, or the band was bad, or the fans were bad. But it was a shit show.

I was on stage, having a great time, loving life and singing and everything was better than great, especially with my three brothers and boyfriend on stage with me at the same time again, but all of a sudden this girl in front row grabs this sign and holds it up, right in front of the stage. And guess what it said.

"Love is Love.
Larry is love."

With a screenshot of the 'always in my heart' tweet right below it.

I wanted to snatch the sign out of her face and rip it into millions of pieces but I knew it would cause a lot of problems and I would most likely be murdered, so I walked to the back of the stage and sat on one of the higher parts of the stage, beside the band.

Harry came over and tried to dance with me like we usually do in our shows, but I told him I wasn't feeling well and that I just wanted to be alone. He tried to stay by my side and ask me questions but I just wanted him to leave, so that's what I told him. The expression on his face when I told him made me want to cry out of guilt, but I decided to save it for later tonight.

Zayn came over next while the other three boys were talking and patted my good knee, asking me what was wrong. I shrugged, telling him I just felt a little nauseous. He told me he'd leave me alone if I wanted him to, but only if I promised that I wouldn't projectile vomit all over the stage. I promised and we shared a laugh — which Harry shot a glare in our direction during — then he left me alone to mope in self pity.

Louis came over but I told him to fuck off right away. He was the last person I wanted to see. I knew it was unfair of me, since it wasn't his fault, and I knew that he didn't love my Harry in a more than friendly way but seeing his face in that moment made me want to punch him out. He stared at me with a quizzical face for a few seconds, but when I didn't budge, he left.

Liam didn't come over at all. I assumed the boys told him not to bother me.

It was pathetic, really, which is why I got over myself and decided to fake that everything was fine and I acted normally again. Harry said he was glad I felt better and I forced a smile, thanking him.

Maybe I'm being just a little bit too dramatic. I thought to myself. But when my eyes caught sight of the sign again, I felt like shit again. Zayn noticed, and knew immediately what was wrong. He asked a security guard to remove the sign, but I knew the fans would blow it out of proportion, so I told him to leave it and that it would be fine.

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The show felt like it dragged on for years, but finally it was over. I'd never dreaded doing a show like that so much.

Harry sat beside me in the car and held my hand, leaning against my shoulder. Zayn was on my other side, and Louis was beside him. Liam was sitting beside Harry, staring at me with accusing eyes.

"What?" I snapped at him, narrowing my eyes.

He shook his head at me, the tiniest smile on his lips. I glared at him, and when we reached the hotel, Liam went into mine instead of his.

"I know what's wrong with you." He stated as soon as the door clicked shut. "The larry stuff has finally gotten to you, hasn't it?"

"What? Pffft, no. Not at all. I know it's not real, so I don't care."

Liam chuckles. "Then what happened on stage?"

"I, um."

"What? Wait, wait, let me guess. You saw the Larry sign that the girl in front row had. Right?"

I decided there was no point in denying it anymore. He knew, so I sighed and nodded.

"It's okay, Niall." Liam sighed, moving closer and wrapping his arms around me, rubbing my back. "It'll be over soon, I promise."

"It's not even a big deal." I pulled away, smiling and running a hand through my hair. "I'm so dramatic."

"No, you're not." Liam shakes his head. "If the fans were putting my partner with someone who I thought of as my best friend, and I literally couldn't get away from it, I would be devastated too. It's not your fault that this stuff is upsetting you. However, Harry is your boyfriend and Louis is your best friend. If you want a way to be okay with this, you need to talk to the both of them instead of treating them like shit and ignoring them. It's not going to solve anything, except they might closer and the rumours will get worse."

Liam had always been the best one to go to for advice and I knew that. I knew he was smart about when to accost us, knew he'd wait until we were calm and cooled down until he came to question us about what happened and help us. And when he did, it was amazing advice. I knew what to do now, to make myself feel better. I was going to invite Harry and Louis both to a dinner with me, so I could talk to them about what happened and say sorry for treating them like shit.

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*penetrator chris voice* DRAMAAAAA

i guess i should explain a few things about this chapter.

if you read the last chapter, there was a surprise at the show right? well, it was that zayn, louis and liam were coming on stage to make one more show happen together as ot5 before they parted ways again. idk. we thought it was a good idea.

how do you feel about this larry drama? do you think niall's being extra or reasonable?

personally i think he has the right to react like this bc i would be pretty damn pissed too. but like liam said, there are better and calmer ways to solve it.

ALSO, question of the day that I neeeeed you to answer very honestly PLEASE. jdjsjd:

do you think this book is dragging on? if so, why? and how many chapters do you think we should end it at?

thank you. x

i love you and happy belated christmas!

- sara