The Redemption(A Laurent LT Tale)Prequel

Choosing Characters:Final 'Andrea'

This is not a chapter; you should know that by now. I am writing this to better explain why I have changed around the character for Andrea so many times. I hope this helps you understand me and my choosing of characters and why I do it so much.

  Well, let me start off first with nervousness. “My Lover, the Alpha” was my first ever story on Wattpad; okay, okay not my first ever story but the only one I was interested in and that I saw a lot of other people being interested in and still are. I still see people from my followers and new followers reading and voting on that story. I’m actually proud to say that this story has gained me a lot more confidence in writing, though I am still learning as I go off and explore story writers off of Wattpad and beyond YouTube I still can manage to say that I am proud of the outcome of this story and it’s all because of you. Thank you.

   So, my first time ever writing this story Andrea’s first part I wanted her to be portrayed by Ayisha Diaz. Ayisha Diaz is a model and video vixen. The describing of her is all in the first chapter of ‘My Lover, the Alpha’; she is also one of my many women-crushes. Check my Instagram out, I ain’t lying!

  ANYWAYS, moving on…when I picked her to play the part me being the sexual deviant I am only chose her because of her looks. I mean she’s thick in all the right places, I’m a boob and ass girl myself so of course that’s why, long hair it was just too easy of a choice for me!

  At the time…but as I got more into my story I realized; the kind of style this story was taking wasn’t meant for Ayisha, so that’s when I changed her. She deserved more well deserved roles in stories that fit her style, and let’s face it; a wolf story does not fit her role contemporary.

  Now moving on to my second choice of Andrea’s character! I chose Alexis Jordan, a young, talented and very beautiful lady. You wouldn’t know too much about because of a certain man I ain’t gone say no names (JAY-Z)!

  I mean like c’mon man I know she ain’t Rihanna but she has talent! And she’s pretty like why isn’t she irrelevant?! None of you probably even knew he signed somebody like her didn’t you?! Well that’s not my fault! I like her! And he’s doing the same thing to Rita Ora too and she’s a bad bitch! But enough about that I’m not about to go into rant mode I’m just gone continue to finish the log.

  When I discovered Alexis Jordan’s beauty nonetheless I wanted her to portray Andrea. And she did and was doing a mighty fine job of it I must say. Alexis’s beauty kind of spoke out to me and personally she’d still be playing the part of Andrea; but as always I find a flaw and have to ex her out the story.

   The flaw was this; the emotion in this character didn’t speak to me. That’s where my flaws began to happen when it came to writing the climax scenes part 1 &2. I couldn’t see Alexis in this kind of role, that’s why I cast her in a different role as the sister in part 3. A main character but not big characters like everybody else.

   Alexis has the spunk, but as I work on the third part I started to realize spunk isn’t the only thing I need in the role of the heroin. So Alexis Jordan is the main character no more; sad face I know.

   See, when I’m writing a story it takes time, that’s why mainly it takes me a long time to upload. I have to feel the story and then write it out the way I feel it so my audience can feel it too. That’s why most of my stories are in third person. If I usually toss in the first person point of view it’s only rarely.

  Third person gives me the opportunity to express how everyone is feeling; it gives you the eye of being inside that person’s skin. First person is only circling around that one person, and honestly I feel like that’s not fair to the audience when you have a story talking about 3 or 4 more people but only have one person’s point of view being told to the audience.

   That’s why this story is in third person point of view; this story is about more than one person and I want the audience to understand my entire cast not just one. I’m an actress as well, nothing big so don’t go talking that shit! I mean that as in I do a lot of role play and have been on stage acting before; so I know how I want an audience to feel when they read my stories.

  CONFESSION TIME: I do not write stories on a regular day-to-day. Writing comes second next to my dancing. That is my true passion. When I first started writing I was only giving it a chance. Soon something as simple as a hobby became an obsession. Writing is tiresome but I love it. The feel of typing and reading the reactions people have to my stories and that there are other people out there reading my stories, liking them…it’s a feeling non-describable and too emotional to put into words.

   Not to waste anymore of your time, cutting right to the chase; I love when I can feel. Feeling everything is amazing! Like having sex, you become an addict for the feel. That’s why I love men and women. Sex with a man is this feel of desired unwillingness; sex with a woman is carnal pleasure. I love eating pussy and sucking on tits! I will not lie I’m just being honest!

  Anyways before it gets hot in here let’s get back to the point of this whole thing. Now we’re on the 3rd installment of ‘My Lover, the Alpha’ and I’ve finally chastised myself,

“RED, choose one main damn character and let that be the end of it!”

So I did; I chose Ashley Everett.

  Now let me explain why; this wasn’t hard to actually begin with. I wanted to not choose Beyoncé but somebody who is close to her choosing. Beyoncé admires Ashley as not only being her dancer of 3 or 4 years but honestly I think she sees herself in Ashley sometimes. I personally think they look alike most of the time and Ashley is just that damn ‘it’ girl! She does the damn thing! Now let me tell you why I chose her for the role of ‘Andrea Smith’.

   This story is about to take all of the turns I’ve always imagined and the only person right now that can fill that role of emotion in my eyes is Ashley. Ashley’s acting based on what I’ve seen and because of the constant closeness to my queen is why I have chosen her.

  I swear on my life this is final choice for this character! I mean, honestly y’all have to understand Andrea is so damn bipolar and difficult and complicated that choosing someone to portray her is hard! It really is, and when you’re me and constantly searching for the next beauty on the outside instead of the inside the choice gets even harder.

  Andrea Smith is one of those girls were, everything is a dramatic scene in the order. Beyoncé is dramatic my lovelies, oh man is she dramatic! That’s why Ashley fits the role of playing Andrea this time around. I just have to find it in me to looking passed her being so friendly with the twins and to actually have her step up in this role. Because this story will be yet again Rated NC-17 for strong adult nature and explicit content; parental advisory is required but hey I know half of you on here younger than me writing even dirtier works of art! I’m grown I can write whatever I want!

But any who…thank you for taking the time out to actually read this and understand my feelings and yet again I hope you enjoy this story and everything that inspires it from the music to the sex to the drama!

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Much love no hate yours truly,

RED