Half A Heart (Niall Horan)

Helping The Helpful.

The boys and I agreed that I would go down the street to get some tacos. I had no problem with that. Everyone has helped me so much, I thought of it as helping the helpful.

I was thinking. Niall can get any girl he wants. He's famous! He can get her back if he wants! He has enough money to buy her! No, Niall went through all of this pain for me. If he's just trying to impress me before he could take advantage of me, he's going overboard.

Next thing I knew, I'm on the ground crying. Does anyone love me? Jake couldn't have. Jake hit me, and Jake knew what horrible memories followed me throughout my childhood.

My parents couldn't have cared for me either. They never even gave me dating advise. They let me go out with a boy for the summer! Oh, wait. They didn't know. But they should have kept me monitored. Now I know, punishment is to help. Now I'm in a position I don't want to be in.

When I was younger, I was given to my Aunte because my mom was too young to take care of me. When the government knew for a fact that my Aunte use to throw me down stairs, beat me, threaten to kill me, and make me starve... They took me away from her and put me in a homeless shelter until my mom was old enough to take care of me. Why didn't they ever put me in one of those adoption centers and just not allow anyone to take me with them? That's simple and reasonable.

I heard sounds in bushes while I was sobbing. I wiped my tears and snot and looked out quietly. If I looked up crying still, it wouldn't be easy to spot any stalkers. I looked back down and instantly there was another bush sound. I looked up and someone jumped on top of me and started to attack me calling me names that I've already gone through life with. Slut, bitch, whore, fag, and idiot. That's exactly what they said.

I looked up, afraid and surprised. Jake? That shouldn't even be a question. More like... "JAKE!!!"

"You fucking idiot! Why the hell would you ever leave me? I was at my house just there like an idiot! You slut!" Jake yelled.

"Jake! Get off of me!" I tried to fight back, but nothing worked.

"Help! He's trying to rape me! Help!" I didn't yell. I screamed.

No one came to help me. Does anyone live in this neighborhood or what?

"That's a good idea! Rape!" Jake yelled with a sickening face.

Jake pulled me into a back of a bush and pulled down my pants. I quickly pulled them back up in response. I tried to run but Jake is just so strong. I thought that I might as well just close my eyes and let Jake do what he had to do.