Half A Heart (Niall Horan)

What Is Love?

When the police left, Paul walked me back to their house. You know? The telletubbies looking house!

"We don't want you to get into anymore trouble young lady." Paul explained.

"I'll be just fine! Don't worry! A few days perhaps? My parents aren't even home." I replied.

"Okay. You do need some guidance." Paul added.

When we got to the house, Niall was sleeping. We all tried to be quiet, but Niall woke up anyways.

"Hey, guys! Hey, Love!" Niall greeted. Did Niall just call me love?

"Hey!" I replied, in both shock, and shyness.

"Can you guys leave us here? Alone?" Niall asked everyone.

When everyone left, Niall sat me down near him.

"Listen, I don't want to keep this from you any longer." Niall said. "I want you to know, I have very deep feelings for you. I love you. You may not feel the same for me, but I feel it for you. Your beautiful, and your great. You light up my world like nobody else. When I see you flip your hair it makes me fall for you even more. If you saw what I can see... You would know why I want you more than anything! Why don't you know your beautiful?" Niall asked.

I got up, and I walked out of the house.

"Wait, love!" Niall yelled out, getting up in pain.

I ran away like I never had before. Niall can't love me and he never will! Niall can't even know what love is! How does he?

I sat down on a bus stop bench and I thought for a moment. I thought Jake loved me. Jake gave me that same exact speech! Jake turned out to hate me and hurt me. Would if Niall plans the same thing?

No one loves me. Paul, Liam, Zayn, Louis, and Harry are just helping Niall out with his plan. Jake doesn't love me. If he does, he has a funny way of showing it. The funniest way ever.

Love. What's the definition? Is it, tell the person you love them but mean different? Is it, act nice in the beginning and all charming but end up hitting them? Or is it love them forever and want to truly spend your life with them not for their looks, or money. But because you love them?

Whatever love is, no one has it for me. I can't have it for anyone else. Love should no longer be in dictionaries. Love hurts. If that is love.

You know what? Niall wouldn't take all of my shit for nothing. Niall wouldn't go through such pain for nothing.

I turned around and ran as fast as a track runner to Niall's house. I ran faster and faster by the second.

When I reached Niall's house I banged on the door.

When Niall answered the door, I quickly grabbed Niall and kissed him. This was the longest kiss ever! I didn't want this kiss to ever end. Niall grabbed me and picked me up. Niall kissed me more, and made breakfast.