feel ➳ clifford (on hold)

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{ this wont be the last of me }

[ ryder ]

"Help me pick that up dear." My mother, Stacy called as she picked up the half of the box.

"Put that down. I'll do it myself." i grunted. My mom and i had just moved from America to Australia after my divorced with her for some reason that i didnt really bother. She's being really intimidating too. She nodded and went in the house. I carried the box in my hand and looked at the name above, 'Ross'. I frowned my brows and turned around to see my brother that was leaning against the car, talking to some girl. "Hey douchbag!" I called and he pointed a middle finger at me whilst talking to the brunette haired girl. I rolled my eyes and grunted walking in the house throwing his box though its heavy and may contain some fragile stuff.

I walked back outside the house to now see a guy and the same brunette girl talking to Ross. I rolled my eyes and grunted. Taking off my red flannel off me and throwing it randomly on the floor leaving me only in my a very tight sleeveless top and high waisted shorts. My combat boots made contact with the concrete pavement and i took a box that was now labelled 'Rhaea'. My sister's name. I carried it with a huff and walked in to the house and putting it down close to the steps. The house from where i stand is huge. I looked up seeing my mom walking down the stairs. "Stacy, i'm going to go get my bike." I told her. She looked at me and frowned her brows.

"How?" I rolled my eyes at her answer.

"Of course i'll figure it out. Do you think i'm dumb?" I spat. She looked down at her feet and continued walking down the stairs. Me and my mom have never been in good terms. She's in good terms with me but i wasnt with her. "I'm taking your car." I say taking the car keys that were on the shelf and stormed off, picking up my flannel that was on the floor and putting on my shades that has been hanging from my back pocket. I took out the pack of cigarette that was at my right back pocket and took a stick out, placing it on my lips and lighting it up without hesitation. The boy that was talking to my brother stopped talking and walked to me. "You're Ryder huh?" He says blocking my way. I rolled my eyes though he cant see it behind the lenses of the frame and walked away. He followed me and stopped me. "I'm Calum."

I lowered my shades to the bridge of my nose and say, "I dont bother." With that, i opened the car door and stepped in the drivers seat, pushing the shades to the furthur back of my nose. "Now, tell Ross to move or he'll fall." The boy didnt say anything so i drove. I heard a thud before Ross screaming at me. I smiled to myself and got out from the car. The cigarette in my hand as i made my way to him.

"Fuck you!" He scolded. But the only reply he got from me was the smoke i blew in his face. "Hey mom said no smoking." He said and i smiled.

"Mom said no cursing." I defended and walked back to the car.

"Where are you going?" He called.

"Back to fifth avenue to get my bike." I say and closed the door. I waited for awhile maybe Ross wanted to come along. But instead, the Calum kid came, "this wont be the last of me." he says and walked away. When he said that, it made my hair stand on its end. Seconds later he went in the passenger seat. "Why did you come along?" I asked acting stupid.

"I need to get something." He says. I nodded and drove down the road and to my old mansion.

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Ross had driven home first since i decided to stay and say goodbye to my best friends that have grown up with me since we were kids, still crawling and still breast feeded by our moms. I rode my bike back to sydney in the dark evening. The place was too quiet that it scared me. I drove from the other way so i could explore the other side of the place that we were living in. As i drove past the first four houses, the boy that was earlier talking to Ross was making his way to the direction of my house. I decided to speed up so i could reach home before he could. I gripped the handlebar and turned it and it made a loud nose that came from the accelerator. The boy turned and looked at me as i rode my ducati to the front of my garage and turning off the engine.

I smiled seeing that my harley davidson fatboy was there with no scratch marks. I got down from my matte black ducati and took off the helmet. Making my blonde hair flow down my back. I hated my hair as much as i hated my mom. But i hate my mom even more. As soon as i got down, the boy was already at my front lawn. I smirked seeing that he was using a very classy type of top. I rolled my eyes and took my flannel off me whilst walking towards my front door. Possibly because of the tattoo on my back. Or the scars. I opened the door and slammed it behind me though the boy was behind me. I smirked and walked in going up the stairs. "Open th-" i heard my mother say before i slammed my room door that was practically in her face. My room was already furnished with my stuff that was back at fifth avenue.

I smiled and sat on my bed. My room door was suddenly opened by my sister, Rhaea. "Mom told you to change and then go down. There's guest." She says. I looked at her with a dull expression then spoke.

"Dont you know how to knock?" she rolled her eyes at me and closed the door probably walking down. I changed my clothes into a grey top like dress and tied my hair into a high untidy bun. I never liked looking 'girly'. In my family, my brother is the 'cool' one. As if. Rhaea is the beautiful one. Everyone loves her bc she's beautiful and slutty. And for me, i'm described as the tough, mysterious and boyish one. I wasnt like any of my siblings. They were 'popular' and i was always cooped away in my room. I'm very secluded and i'm not people person type. When i said i visited my 'friends' what i meant was my only two friends Tyler and Jai. My two best guy friends and i got to know each other from work and also at a gaming cafe which was radical. And when i mentioned 'other friends' i meant the people from my work place.

I've never had girl friends because i find them really dramatic. Some of the girls in my old high school made up a story that she had a boyfriend who was from this band. She said the band was from the cafe me and my two friends work at. Just to be popular. When i asked the guy and showed him her picture he was all like "This kid? She's embarrasing." I could scoff at her in the face and embarass her more then she embarassed her 'boyfriend'.

I looked at myself and smiled. I looked preferably normal?

I walked down the stairs and saw that now, the boy wasnt alone. He was with another three boys and the same brunette girl. I walked down and suddenly felt uneasy. I've never felt uneasy unless i had to go on stage during work and sing. Yes, i'm a entertainer. I sing infront of crowds with my two guy friends. So we're basically a 'band'. "Hey." I heard the Calum kid say as soon as i got down. I raised a brow at him and nodded, walking towards the kitchen to grab my taco i bought while coming here with the family. Luckily before i left, i remembered to put it in the fridge.

I felt a presence behind me and turned to see a dark haired boy with a few red highlights in his hair. He smiled and stopped to smile. I smiled back and placed my taco in the microwave. "Hello." The boy greeted.

"Hi." I smiled.

"I'm Michael." He smiles.

"Ryder." I introduced. "But they call me Rae."

"Cool name." He commented. I smiled and felt my cheeks heat up.

"Thanks Michael." I say and heard the microwave beep. I turned and took out the plate from the microwave and turned back to find him taking a glass of water. " Dont you want to eat?" I asked. He nodded.

"Would you care to eat with me?" He asks politely. I bit my lip.

"I dont know, i'm not a peop-"

"People person?" He says completing the sentance for me. I nodded and he came closer, bringing a strand of hair bahind my ear, "You're gonna see me around alot." He says.

"Really?" I say. He nodded. "Why?"

"The four of us are gonna be your housekeepers." He says with a smile. I nodded and looked at the ground. "Um, there's an empty seat beside me. Do you care to join me?" He asks. I've never felt so nervous. I nodded and he takes my taco away from my hand. "I'll help you." He smiles, Again, i smiled and walked out, him leading the way. "And i must say, you look beautiful in that dress." He adds with a smirk before placing my plate down beside him. Rhaea and Ross looked at me with furrowed brows. I shrugged and played along with whatever Michael was planning. But for tonight, i saw my mom smile. Which melted my heart a little even though i was never liked her.

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hi, re-edited and i hope ya'll love the new cover and the new story.

the picture on the side is ryder and her bike. bye x