Sunrise

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Phils P.O.V
I peel open my eyes from a dreamless sleep which is weird because normally i have exotic dreams about riding dinosaurs and being king of the sugar kingdom haha. I find myself stuck in my bed but my stomach grumbles and I can't bear to think of the cereal that's downstairs uneaten so I pick myself out of bed and think to myself "today's going to be a good day.. I hope" I run downstairs to see no one awake.. perfect! I grab the first box of cereal I see and start munching it without milk. What? No I do not have a cereal problem.. okay maybe I do.
Once I have finished I hide all my evidence and go back upstairs and leave some asprin and water on my mums bedside table because she was out all night drinking so I bet she has a hangover.. it used to be a one time thing but now it becomes more frequent I guess it's her way of relieving stress.. but it worries me sometimes she doesn't get home till 2am or she sleeps at a random guys house.. ever since my dad left she's never been the same, she's quit her job aswell which means I had to get a job in town to pay for bills and food.. she also hits me sometimes and blames me for everything but then immediately apologises, don't get me wrong I love my mum but I just wish things were different, but maybe it was my fault? I shake the thought out my head feeling tears fall from my cheeks I wipe them and go change and freshen up for work and flat iron my hair, I put on my black jeans and red patterned shirt and do my shoes up, it wasn't that far to walk but I like to walk slow and look at nature yeah I know the outside! I slowly make my way to work at Starbucks, what? Atleast I get free drinks and snacks..
I finally finish work after what seems like ages and begin my walk home exhausted when I arrive home I run to my room and immediately go on twitter to find out I have a new fan his twitter name is @DanIsNotOnFire I chuckle to myself that's a cool name and he says he really likes my videos yes I do YouTube videos I'm AmazingPhil you get it? Because I'm amazing.. anyway I go on to his profile and follow him and look at his profile picture.. he's kind of cute.. I mean he looks alright.. yeah fine he's really cute why would someone as beautiful as that have an interest In me?

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