Lust

I'll Save You Bear

Dan's P.O.V

me and Phil have been talking for a while now he has even got me into doing YouTube videos myself I still haven't tod him about my past because I know he wouldn't care anyway or he'd just eave me like everyone else does, I mean who wants to be friends with someone as worthless as me? I'm so scared to tell him.. my life has been getting worse he's been beating me more an more I'm covered in bruises and scars and the worst thing is I have feelings for Phil Lester but he can never know, someone as broken as me doesn't deserve him, I mean he's admitted to me he's bisexual so maybe there's a chance? or am I just stupid even thinking that.. yeah never mind I just need to hide my feelings.. shouldn't be to hard right? but then again he's all I think about.. he's just so perfect. I get interrupted in my thought due to my phone vibrating and Phil's name pop up..

Phil's P.O.V

me and Dan have been talking a lot and its been great I'm going to ask him if he wants to meet or better yet move in together since were both old enough and were slowly getting more popular on YouTube its going to be great! I cant wait to ask him.. I'm so nervous my fingers been hovering over the send button for a while I can't bring myself to press send.. I really like Dan and I think I've developed strong feelings towards him and I don't want to scare him away.. I decide to just send it to him.. I push my finger on the send button and it now its sent.. no going back now..

Dan's P.O.V

I hesitantly pick up my phone and read the message from phil..

Phil: hey Dan I was wondering if you'd like to meet sometime x

what?? oh my god I'm not sure how to feel right now I have bad butterflies in my stomach I repy with

Dan: yeah!! of course, when?? x
Phil: Tomorrow..? xx
Dan: Really?!?! xx
Phil: yeah!! you in? xx
Dan: you bet. where and what time?? xx
Phil: London?? I have a surprise for you.. xx
Dan: bit far away.. I may have to leave early and oh what?? xx
Phil: you can sleep round mine and you'll have to wait and see <3 xx

A HEART?! WHAT DOES THIS MEAN??

Dan: sounds good.. I cant wait xxx
Phil: meet me at the London eye tomorrow at 11am ish? xxx
Dan: okay Philly xxx
Phil: see you then bear <3 xxx
 

I'm not quite sure what to thin about this but now I now for definite I'm in love with Phil Lester

Phil's P.O.V
my surprise is that I brought an apartment in London that I want me and Dan to live in.. I also have a plan to ask him to be mine.. I cant wait.. I know Dan has a lot of dark secrets and I wish he would tell me sometimes when we skype he has bruises on his face and it kills me inside to think that someone's hurting Dan.. my Dan. I'm hoping he'll say yes tomorrow to be mine and live with me... don't worry Bear I'll save you.