Who Knows?(imagine)

Chapter 23

You decided to go to Rowan and finally forgive him for what he did. You opened the door to a foul smell of alcohol.
You: Oh god. Rowan?! Roowan?!
You walked in further. Rowan was sitting on the couch looking at the broken photo frame of you and him. He had his whiskey in one hand and the frame in the other. He turned around, red eyed, messy hair, unshaved beard, puffy eyes and red nose.
Rowan: Y-y-you came back. Y/n, you came back!!
You: Of course I will come back. I love you.
Rowan let go off everything and came up to you and hugged you. He hugged you so tight as you struggled to breathe a little.
Rowan: I'm so so sorry y/n. I - I don't know what got into me. I'm so.....please y/n stay with me. *breathing heavily*
You: Rowan. I'm always here. I love you please don't cry.
You heard him breathing a bit too heavily. Maybe he jus needed some rest right? You took his hand and led him to the shower. He was wayy too drunk to even take a shower. You took his clothes off for him and put the shower on. You waited until he came out of the shower. You put his clothes on him and took him to the bed. You sat up on the head rest as Rowan laid his head beside your stomach, while he had his arm wrapped around you.
Rowan: I'm so so sorry y/n. I really love you. I can't stay away from you. I know you didn't do anything. Please. *cries*
You: Rowan shhh. Go to sleep come on. You're too drunk right now.
You stroked Rowan's hair while he whimpered. Soon enough he fell asleep. Caz texted you:
Caz - Y/n I'm tryna get to leave the training a little bit early.🤗
You - Good. Make it asap.😙
Caz - How's you and Adam😏
You - Don't give that perverted emoji. He's like my best friend ok! And we are good thank you😂
Caz - How's Rowan?
You - Hmm. Yeah good.
Caz - Are you going to say any other word than 'good' 😑
You - OH PISS OFF🖕
Caz - I love you too😂💘
You - 😙💝