A Book of Poems

36

Everything was better with you
Chugging a botte and laughing
Even though I knew I shouldn't drink and that it would eventually kill me
Popping pills
Even though I knew that it would speed up the inevitable
Smoking and watching the rings as they disappeared into the night sky
Knowing that I would be dead my tomorrow
Kissing you and telling you I'll always be here forever
Even though forever would never come for me
Dying
Remembering your smile and all the time I got to spend with you before I was gone
-You cured my fear of dying and that was all I needed