Tinta Beracun Daniel Darwisy

And Then I Fall In Love

When I first saw you
There is just one thing that came on my mind
"Why you are so perfect?
Why you are beyond flawless?
Why you must not be mine?"
Those are the questions that keep repeating
Weird yet stupid
Don't you think so?

Sayings mentioned that things happen for reasons
Things happen to teach us something
But why must it's you
And the most crucial part is
If your existence do not make any sense
Then why you are there?!
Deeply in my heart
Torturing until I don't know how it feels to be okay
Please don't do this
It's hurt

Today
Yesterday
Our last encounter
Why?
Just why it happens!?
Is it because I am really into you?
Is it because we are meant to be together but just you who didn't realised it?
Or it just me?
Because after all
I'm all depressed
Torturing myself like it never ending
But I just could not stop myself

And then I fall in love
The starting point of the high end self-murder...